falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**a PreggiE's refLectioN**
**coMic reLief**
**Date Of d yeaR....**
**d oNe abOut motHerhOod...**
**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**

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a PreggiE's refLectioN
Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Its a coLd tuesdaY afternOon at d Office & my braiN cannot and somehOw wiLL not functiOn. *fainTzzz* couLdn't sLeep lasT nigHt, d stoMach was uPset & d baBy waS haVing a parTy iNsiDe, kicKing heRe n thEre.

sumHow, my Lil' geM is confusiNg daY wif nYt and Nyt wif daY. i hoPe she doeSn't maKe uMmi & daddY werK nyT shiFts weN she'S out. Pleaseee.... jadilah maCam kak NuruL. seNang nOh naK jaga deKtuh. asiK tidOOooo aJer.. criEs onLy weN she waNts 2b feD. HweHwe. =P

aNywaY, siNce my braiN is not in a werkinG moDe..let Me jUz bLog suM thoTs hEre.

a coLLeague sHared taT she coUldn'T imagiNe herself beinG pregNant. hMmm...i tinK sumhOw moSt preGgers dun imaGine their preGnant seLves eveN b4 deY get pregNant. *hiaKzz* (i duNNo, maYbe if u'Re d suPerb daydreaMer speciEs, u probaBly haVe d perfeCt visioN of a preGnant U. Hehehe.)

i grew uP babysiTTing moSt of my 11 nieCes n nepHews.. waTch my sisterS in preGgie staTe (aKa exPanding.. =P) ever siNce i waS in primarY 4. Hehe. NeVa croSsed my miNd to thinK abOut MyseLf iN a preGnant Body. heHe. So..perhaPs pregNancy is a Lil' culturaL shocK for me. hweHwehwe. d experieNce is so surreaL - d monThly check-uPs, d babY taLks, d naUsea, d fatiGue, d rise & faLL of d hormOnes, d bodiLy changEs. i'M alreadY intO my 7 mThs of pregNancy aNd weN i Look @ myseLf & my groWing tuMmy... aLL i can saY is.. MasyaAllah & Alhamdulillah.

TheRe's liFe groWing in Me - a Mix of deaR & mE. wiLL she haVe my eyeS, or deaR's lasHes; whO's temperaMent wiLL she foLLow? wiLL shE havE daddY's cheeKy disPositiOn, or UmMi's cinCai-Ness? i woNder... =) i hoPe she'LL be an adorabLe chiLD who makeS her parenTs and familY memBers happY, proUd & smiLey aLL d tiMe. i praY she groWs uP 2b a soLehah chiLd & a stroNg & resiLient woMan. Gee. d thinGs taT go thrOugh d miNd oF a pareNt-to-Be. niE anaK beLum diLahirkaN lagi.. biLa dah diLahirkaN, d List of thoUghts & thinGs on d pareNts List .... i caN't imagiNe!

parentHood, Like marriaGe, is a jourNey fuLL of discOverieS. i duNNo whetHer its a learned mechaniSm, or a genetiC conditiOn, oR a survivaL respoNse. suMhOw, beinG pregnanT (or having a pregNant spoUse) maKes u moRe motherLy, fatHerLy, sisterLy... in a nutsheLL, more nurturinG. All d hiddeN parentaL instincTs are suddeNly unLeashEd. *hiAkzzz* watchinG urseLf and ur partneR groW into d roLe of a parenT, is aN enrichinG expErienCe. u begiN to appreciaTe & beLieve tHat urseLf and ur spOuse is capabLe of 'stePPing uP' to fiLL biGger sHoes, insyaAllah.. (",)

I shoUld geT one of diS portraiTs doNe, wiF deaR's haNds on Our Lil' geM. AwwWw.. sOo romantiC. Hehehehe. ;o)

sO muCh woNder & joY to Share; yeT i caNnot aptLy pUt aLL of theM in wOrds. i freT thaT i caN't giVe d experieNce justiCe.

"woRds saY too mucH; loVe coMes in siLence..."
 ~d storyteLLer~

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 6:05 PM :)

coMic reLief
Monday, October 06, 2008

iTs aMazing hOw ur spOuse's idiOsyncraciEs caN ruB oN u easiLy (eveN if Tat particuLar haBit puzzLes oR ticKles u at tiMes..).. Hwehwehwe.

DeaR has a haBit of Laff-inG or guFfaw-inG out of d bLue weN he recaLLs any fuNny moMents frOm TV shOws or incideNts. I, on d otHer hanD, wiLL chiDe hiM. macaM kelakar giTu kan tetiBa ketawa triNgat2 benda macaM tuh. *hiaKzzz* suMhow....of Late, i finD myseLf beinG ticKled easiLy weN i reMemBer candiD/humOurous momentS on scReen, or reaL-Life incideNts.

KweKweKwe. LooK who has d lasT laff. AhaaKz.

couLdn't stoP myself frOm laff-iNg afTer watchiNg GUBRA last saturday. adiBah Noor geTs thuMbs uP for kelaKar seLamba. hwahwahwa.

"If i weRe in Labour and haVe to waiT for the ambuLance, my chiLd woulD be in primaRy oNe by noW!!"

Wakakakakaka. ticKled me so Hard lah thiS sceNe n diaLogue. probabLy becaUse its preGGie-reLated. eacH tiMe i recaLL thiS sceNe, i jusT can't stoP myseLf froM laughinG. =P

AnywaYs...

Looking forwaRd to YasmiN's next mOvie, mUaLLaf:


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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:40 PM :)