falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**
**black huMour**
**25 more daYs....**
**finaLLy...after a Long, loNg wait....**
**just.read.**

Lost Memories

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d oNe abOut motHerhOod...
Thursday, September 25, 2008

Its been awhiLe since I've bLogged. yeaHs..yeaHs. each tiMe i coMe in saying that i'M bacK.. but sOmehoW i disappear agaiN. =P Hwehwe. AnywaY..this shaLL be my virginaL entrY on beinG a motHer & motHerhoOD.

beinG parents is oftEn d nexT miLestOne or liFe eveNT couPles looK forwarD to afTer marriagE. LikewiSe for myseLf and my deaRest... we'Re parentS 2b nOW! =)
I'm 6 and a half months into my pregnancY now; i can'T even begin to descriBe d loadfuL of feeLings and anxieties insiDe me right nOw.

aLLow me to sHare dis amaziNg journey thus faR...

 d discoVery of d pregnancY was raTher..eMmm..painfuL? keke. I was quite sicK wHen i foUnd out thAt i was pregNant. sharinG of d neWs wif deaR was eveN more interestiNg 'cos He gaVe a ratHer.. unforgettabLe reactioN to d neWs. *hehehee* by dis staTement, i onLy have myseLf 2b reminDed of that particular memoRy. =P

 1st triMester was....hoRrid. i'M not complaininG about d preGnancy, buT d mornIng sicKness anD all d siDe effecTs that coMe wif d pacKaGe. i was literaLLy a vomit-machIne for d 1st 4 mtHs of d pregnanCy. everYthing I ate caMe Out back intO d toiLet boWl. i aLmost develoPed a phobia for eatinG, weLL, aLmost. *hweHwe* when i thinK back of d 1st few Mths, i stiLL get d shuDders. bRrrrRr.


preGnancY & hormOnes - yEs, i crY easiLy, i get annoYed easiLy & i geT depressiVe thoUghts easiLy. weN i thinK bacK of d moMents i'Ve broKen doWn or geT into grouchi-Ness... i haVe a guD laff @ myseLf. But yeS, poor deaR hAs to pUt up wiF d emotioNal penduLum of diS motHer-to-Be.

I teaRed @ d 1st lOOk of Life insiDe me. suCh a woNdroUs thing to Have a LiL' "you & me" growinG insiDe. you see d liL' finGers n feeT n u juz smiLe to urseLf. i teaRed agaiN @ d nexT sCan, weN i was 5 mths intO d pregnanCy. See-ing a moRe compLete n larGer forM of Life in Me. i saW d babY's indeX finGer sticKing out & pOking my tuMMy. *hehehe* hOW cuTe n adorabLe.

Juz in caSe u're woNdering d geNder of d baBy..


we'Re goNNa have a Lil' pwiNCessss...

sO..uPon knOwing tHat we'Re goNna be gettinG a dauGhter, i'M juz so crazY over riBBons, pinK roMpers n aLL d gOwns and suCh. *wEeeEe~* deaR caN onLy shaKe his heaD wheN i starT goiNg aLL oggLy n gaGa oVer aLL d baBy gerL stUffz a Kiddy paLace and MotherCare. ;o)

AnxietieS...i thiNK aboUt wHether me n deaR wiLL make Good pareNts. we can onLy giVe our do'As and equip ourseLves wif knowLedge on parenthOOd. Of courSe, d besT teacHer is stiLL experieNce itseLf. InsyaAllah, we hope to be abLe to raiSe a chiLd who is soLehah, haPpy and sMart. =) its niCe and heartwarminG to see deaR do d babytaLk; how he caLLs d chiLd "anaK" and sOOthes d chiLd wiF all d kind worDs of hoPe, remiNders and at tiMes, chidinG d Lil' oNe to be kiNd to her Ummi thru'oUt d pregnancY. sO..suweEeett.

sOme maY thinK or say that perhaPs, it is tOO sooN for uS to haVe a babY. we'Ve been marrieD for Less thaN a year. i'm PositiVe that a chiLd is a siGn of reZki from Allah. Allah has been kind to Me & deaR thus faR. fiNances at tiMes, may b a chaLLenge for uS, but we've puLLed tHru'. dis mOther 2b wisHes to contiNue her stUdies; sHe received a graNt to easE d coUrse feEs.

MarriaGe & d 'impendinG' pareNthOod has its set of chaLLenges; buT i am eVer so greatfuL and aM feeLing raTher bLessed.

aPart frOm d dailY dOSes of depressiVe discoVeries thaT my cLothes duN fiT and my stretcH marKs are eveR visibLe, whaT more coUld i ask foR (noW)? (",)
thE beLLy is grOwwwiNggg.....

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