falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
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Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**a PreggiE's refLectioN**
**coMic reLief**
**Date Of d yeaR....**
**d oNe abOut motHerhOod...**
**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**

Lost Memories

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a PreggiE's refLectioN
Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Its a coLd tuesdaY afternOon at d Office & my braiN cannot and somehOw wiLL not functiOn. *fainTzzz* couLdn't sLeep lasT nigHt, d stoMach was uPset & d baBy waS haVing a parTy iNsiDe, kicKing heRe n thEre.

sumHow, my Lil' geM is confusiNg daY wif nYt and Nyt wif daY. i hoPe she doeSn't maKe uMmi & daddY werK nyT shiFts weN she'S out. Pleaseee.... jadilah maCam kak NuruL. seNang nOh naK jaga deKtuh. asiK tidOOooo aJer.. criEs onLy weN she waNts 2b feD. HweHwe. =P

aNywaY, siNce my braiN is not in a werkinG moDe..let Me jUz bLog suM thoTs hEre.

a coLLeague sHared taT she coUldn'T imagiNe herself beinG pregNant. hMmm...i tinK sumhOw moSt preGgers dun imaGine their preGnant seLves eveN b4 deY get pregNant. *hiaKzz* (i duNNo, maYbe if u'Re d suPerb daydreaMer speciEs, u probaBly haVe d perfeCt visioN of a preGnant U. Hehehe.)

i grew uP babysiTTing moSt of my 11 nieCes n nepHews.. waTch my sisterS in preGgie staTe (aKa exPanding.. =P) ever siNce i waS in primarY 4. Hehe. NeVa croSsed my miNd to thinK abOut MyseLf iN a preGnant Body. heHe. So..perhaPs pregNancy is a Lil' culturaL shocK for me. hweHwehwe. d experieNce is so surreaL - d monThly check-uPs, d babY taLks, d naUsea, d fatiGue, d rise & faLL of d hormOnes, d bodiLy changEs. i'M alreadY intO my 7 mThs of pregNancy aNd weN i Look @ myseLf & my groWing tuMmy... aLL i can saY is.. MasyaAllah & Alhamdulillah.

TheRe's liFe groWing in Me - a Mix of deaR & mE. wiLL she haVe my eyeS, or deaR's lasHes; whO's temperaMent wiLL she foLLow? wiLL shE havE daddY's cheeKy disPositiOn, or UmMi's cinCai-Ness? i woNder... =) i hoPe she'LL be an adorabLe chiLD who makeS her parenTs and familY memBers happY, proUd & smiLey aLL d tiMe. i praY she groWs uP 2b a soLehah chiLd & a stroNg & resiLient woMan. Gee. d thinGs taT go thrOugh d miNd oF a pareNt-to-Be. niE anaK beLum diLahirkaN lagi.. biLa dah diLahirkaN, d List of thoUghts & thinGs on d pareNts List .... i caN't imagiNe!

parentHood, Like marriaGe, is a jourNey fuLL of discOverieS. i duNNo whetHer its a learned mechaniSm, or a genetiC conditiOn, oR a survivaL respoNse. suMhOw, beinG pregnanT (or having a pregNant spoUse) maKes u moRe motherLy, fatHerLy, sisterLy... in a nutsheLL, more nurturinG. All d hiddeN parentaL instincTs are suddeNly unLeashEd. *hiAkzzz* watchinG urseLf and ur partneR groW into d roLe of a parenT, is aN enrichinG expErienCe. u begiN to appreciaTe & beLieve tHat urseLf and ur spOuse is capabLe of 'stePPing uP' to fiLL biGger sHoes, insyaAllah.. (",)

I shoUld geT one of diS portraiTs doNe, wiF deaR's haNds on Our Lil' geM. AwwWw.. sOo romantiC. Hehehehe. ;o)

sO muCh woNder & joY to Share; yeT i caNnot aptLy pUt aLL of theM in wOrds. i freT thaT i caN't giVe d experieNce justiCe.

"woRds saY too mucH; loVe coMes in siLence..."
 ~d storyteLLer~

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 6:05 PM :)

Bird-Watching?
Thursday, May 24, 2007



So much is haPPening at the moment. My liFe revoLves largeLy arounD worK. my braiN is toasTed. i praY for Allah to giVe me more strengTh, patieNce and enduraNce in carryiNg out my dUties. n pLease aLLow my braiN ceLLs 2b fuLLy functionaL & pLease aLLow my brain ceLLs to self-geneRate aT a suPerwoMan raTe. thank you Allah.

I've reaD tuesDays wiF morriE sumtyM bacK (n nOw, wheN is thaT sisTer of miNe goNna returN me ALL d bOOks thaT shE has Loaned froM me????); nOw, sUm guD freNz & i haVe our owN versioN of thiS reflEctive journeY: "TuesdaYs wiF birDs".

i foUnd my "virginaL" experienCe attendinG d biRds' cLass enrichiNg & leaVes me much to poNder aboUt. tenX to dear coLLeagues whO haVe inspirEd mE to joiN theM in thiS refLective & contempLative journeY.

more thoughTs laTer on. i promIsed myseLf d breaK froM werK wouLd onLy taKe, 10 minuTes. i leaVe u wiF diS sonG frOm M.nasiR..:

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 8:17 AM :)