~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)
26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.
i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.
my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*
cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]
mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!
**oF feaR & confusiOn**
**LonGinG**
**a MaP to Me!**
**..kaNgen..**
**biarLah raHsia**
**sEekiNg s.p.A.c.e.**
**~yoU n mE~**
**it BegiNz**
**enGaGed in-diFfereNce**
**aYuh ikUt ke LoronG 12..**
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i waS sharinG wif deaR durinG our waLk afteR diNNer 'boUt aN incideNt taT happeNed to mE quite recentLy. iT was simPle; yeT it reaLi got me tiNking 'bout Life & me. it waS raTher...humbLing? =)
i juz lefT d doCtor's n was maKing my waY bacK to offiCe. i was hasTening my stePs 'cos it waS lyk 10 mins after lUnch tyM. i waLked n waLked..i waNted to get oUt froM d marKet areA to d roaDsiDe n deR it haPpenEd. i sLipped & feLL. gaWd. sO maLu-fuL & so cLumsy oF me.
U nOe hoW ur anKle hurTs weN u're in heeLs & haVing to faLL like taT, it waS sure a paiN! i whiNed & groUched d resT of d waY.
And.
it dauNted on mE hOw comfortabLe i'Ve beeN wiF LyF; hOW Allah has bLessed mE wiF greaT tiNgz in werK & mY personaL lifE; wiF aspiratiOns n hoPes for d fuTure. i haD forgOtten hOW it feeLz to faLL; hoW paiNfuL it can be; d efforTs neeDed to get myseLf up agaiN.
reaLi. i was hit haRd.
perhaPz i looK too faR n much beyond myseLf, HE had waNted to remInd me taT i CAN faLL if he deeMs sO. :'(
deaR Allah..iF i'M too fuLL of myseLf & go mucH beyoNd myseLf... do huMble me. PerhaPs i'Ve not beeN veri tenkfuL of ur bLessiNgz & haVe thOught n preseNted myseLf in waYs u diN liKe at aLL. Juz keeP me grOunded n huMble, my Lord.
d toT scAres me. d toT taT i mYt actuaLi have shown myseLf 2b too proUd, or toT myseLf too highLy.
leT me nOt faLL. leT me not forGet tHat aLL is possibLe onLi wiF ur heLp. let me Not forGet recitinG "AlhamduLillah" aLways.
BUT.
if i faLL, give me d strength 2geT uP. giVe me d endurancE to puLL thrU' ur tesT. giVe me d abiLity to taKe perspecTives, to learN & acknOwledGe y i feLL.
sUmwhEre in mY heaD i heaR baNterinGs of pasT conversatioNs:
n faJ,
waTch yoUr stePs as weLL! *griNzz*