falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**wHat is worK??**
**deLayed voYage - d lurVeeee cruiSeeee**
**oNe steP aHead...**
**oPen uP my wiNdoW...**
**paiN(ed)**
**THE.beaCh. (n oF grOWing uP)**
**pOst-sentoSa moDe**
**breaK a Leg**
**JealoUsy**
**uPz & doWnz**

Lost Memories

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aYuh ikUt ke LoronG 12..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hiDup perLu maKaN...
maKan perLu uaNg..
UanG perLu kerJa...
daN kerJa, aKu perLu....

Kata-kaTa itu sering diuLang di PentaS. maNusia punya piLihan. taPi tidAk seMua punyai piLihan yaNg tePat dan bermanFaat. tidaK semUa punyai kepeLbagaiaN piLihaN. tidak seMua biSa turuTi piLihan yaNg baiK, waLaupuN piLihan itu yaNg diBeri.

is taT aLways so? soaLan iNi sentiaSe berLigar2 di fiKiran ku as i waTched d pLay LoroNg 12 recentLy. LoroNg 12 is a pLay of d liVelihoodz of proStitUtes - theiR upZ n doWnz, their diLemmas, d paThz of meN theY haVe croSsed, n their exisTence in d coNtexT of spAce, cuLture, tyM & geNder.

d maK nyaH, d apeK hU beCame d baPak ayaM, d indoNesiaN ladiEs forced intO prostituTion, youNg tiNgz Hu haD losT out on educatiOn, ladiEs in seaRch of loVe n d meaNing of LiFe n d teeNy bitz of hoPe deY couLd liVe by - thEse r but amoNg d charaCter n theMes coLouriNg d pLay.

i enJoyed d apek's charaCter mucH. reaL bLack huMour. hiS huMour suMhow underminez d bisNes he's invoLved iN. not forGetting d maK nyaH too - i weN eWwww weN (s)He diD d poLe daNce, n maN..(s)he wAs feW centiMetres awaY froM wHere i was seaTed. HAHA!

iS der suCh a tinG caLLed no choiCe; limiTed choicE or forCed to taKe a certaiN choiCe? iF we haD free wiLL n arE giVen tat abiLity to tinK and chOOse, shouLd 'i had no other choice' B an exCuse at aLL? n deN wad..reGret n fiNd sumtiNg/sumOne to put d bLame oN?

in mY werK, dis is sumting i aLways haVe been tryinG to reconciLe weN i cOme face to faCe wiF cLientz. deR r a myriaD of choiCes ouT der noT exPlored n charTered by individuaLz n famiLies. iT geTz frustraTing weN peopLe duN waN to chaNge weN deR r aveNues to dO so.

n deN. suM liGht.

choiCes dO not stand aLone. choiCes interPlay wiF faTe & destiNy, wiF d individuaL's beLiefs & vaLuez, wiF socieTy's exPectatiOnz, oppOrtunities avaiLable n perhaPz, lucK too.

GeE.

buT deN waD is d aqaL for deN?

i caN heaR my owN voice in d backgroUnd; reiteRating to d youThs: "u thiNk & evaLuate yoUr choiCes, U maKe deM; bUt U mUz aLso liVe d consequenCes."

deN aLanis saYs :
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn


chOOse tHen.

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:15 AM :)