a waNdereR's Love

enGaGed in-diFfereNce

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

suM of my faVe piCz froM d caMeraMan.. (",)

feeLing nostaLgic gitUu..i loiKeeee...

aWww..so tak bLeh angKattt.. =P

i'Ve been asked, how its liKe to be engaGed, 2b suM1's fianceE.

hMmm..i woNder. is dEr much diFfereNce? or aM i juz indiffereNt? =P

d onLi differeNce i feeL @ d mOmenT is d change in staTus. sURe takes sum tyM to regIster weN peopLe refeR to eaCh of Us as 'yoUr tuNang'. heHe. d werD sounds suMhow foreiGn 2d earZ. haHA!

bUt ya, taT's abOut iT. for d moment. d enGagement was fairLy reCent. i caN't poiNt out fer suRe d otHer chaNges taT maY coMe; bUt i knOw boTh hiM n mE wiLL trY our besT to adaPt n werK aroUnd d chaNges.

buiLding d reLationshiP n pLanning aheaD. taT reMains d saMe. iTs suMting taT He n Me haVe always beeN doiNg foR uS. sUre we haD our uPz n doWnz, buT tHose r lessOns learnt ain'T it? =)

d nexT step is preParing n pLanning for marriaGe. i waNt uS 2b d soleh anD soLehah sPOuse to each oTher. insyaAllah, our intenTions to buiLd a Good marriaGe wiLL b bLessed. i do hOpe freNz n loVed oNes wiLL joiN us bY giVing uS their dO'as.

deR r thoSe wHo say we'Ve moVed too faSt. deR r thOse Hu feeL tHat eiTher of uS is deManding towaRds d otHer. sUm saY taT either of Us is nOt undersTanding of d otHer.

i aM not disHearteNed. (insyaAllah..)

perhaPz if deY taKe a waLk in Our shOez, deY wouLd probabLy understaNd waD it meanZ 2B in oUr reLatioNship.

i do not bLame anYbodY taT speaKs, No. in faCt, i tenK deM fer their werdZ of enCouragement. i tenK deM fer poinTing ouT my weaKneSses thrU' their werDs.

i aM not d perfeCt parTner aFter aLL. i whiNe. i compLain. i siGh. BUT..

i'm stiLL learniNg..

leaRning to loVe an imperfeCt persOn peRfectLy. =) (perFect in d moSt huMan seNse, i say. *winKzz*)

i haVe leaRnt..

to loVe despite fLaws

to loVe desPite d triaLz

taT love meanz aCceptinG

taT loVe meaNz acknowLedging

taT Love is simiLar

tat loVe is differeNt too.

i tenK Allah, for without his graCe n blessings..i wiLL not be abLe to finD more loVe in this maN i haVe met..

i tenK Allah, for granting me d patieNce as weLL in buiLding diS reLationshiP.

Here'S a toaSt to LiFe's traNsitiOnz. *faJ raiSes mUg of teH tariK*

(,")(",)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:22 AM :)