falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**carPe diEm!!!**
**speciaLLy fEr U..**
**iTz deaR's biRfdaE!!! =D**
**daPor doNe!!! =D**
**waD is it liKE 2b diFfereNt?**
**countdoWn.....**
**geYlanG agaiN**
**2 doWn, moRe to gO!!!!**
**teMp joB in proGreSs**
**faiLure**

Lost Memories

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*siGh* saMe oLd tiNg agaiN
Tuesday, November 01, 2005

hmmm..quiTe a boring daY. intentIon to coNtinUe mY cLeaninG taSks weRe pInned doWn by suMting taT haPPeNed in d earLy aFternOon. *siGh*

i haVe to saY diS 'cOS i neeD to Let diS oUt. *siGh* WhaT d fcUk! wHaT d fu*k! gaWd. i'M maD as heLL 'coS i'm freaKing huRt. wadeVa. waDeVa.

nOt taT i'Ve not learNt mucH from my pareNtz abOut beiNg paRentz. i Do. i've learnT a greaT deaL of waD NOT to do. *siGh* fiNe, i shaLL noT disCrediT deM for waD i aM now. iN my staTe of miNd noW, i can onLi sEe d bLacks & greYz. PffFfttt.

shaLL disCuss dis morRe weN i'm moRe centeRed. foR nOw iTs jUZ raNtiNgz oF aN angerEd chiLd. u coUld reAd moRe of thEse raNtingZ heRe.

fOr noW, a poeM tO refLect my resoLve 2b a BesT paRent i caN to my chiLdreN in fuTure.

If I Had My Child to Raise Over Again

If I had my child to raise all over again,
I'd finger-paint more, and point the fingers less.
I would do less correcting and more connecting.
I'd take my eyes off my watch, and watch with my eyes.

I would care to know less and know to care more.
I'd take more hikes and fly more kites.
I'd stop playing serious, and seriously play.
I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars.

I'd do more hugging and less tugging.
I'd build self-esteem first, and the house later.
I would be firm less often, and affirm much more.
I'd teach less about the love of power, And more about the power of love.


*siGh*

i dO noT liKe beIng angereD & beIng aNgrY.

sHeeSh.

forGive me faTher, fOr i haVE siNned.

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:08 AM :)