falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
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Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**daPor doNe!!! =D**
**waD is it liKE 2b diFfereNt?**
**countdoWn.....**
**geYlanG agaiN**
**2 doWn, moRe to gO!!!!**
**teMp joB in proGreSs**
**faiLure**
**munDane mOndaY II**
**mUndaNe moNdaY**
**i miSs hiM~**

Lost Memories

::June 2004::
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iTz deaR's biRfdaE!!! =D
Monday, October 31, 2005

iTs aLmost 3am in d moRning. jUz soLat n stUfs. sO stoNed. bUt deN agaiN, aiN't I aLways? HahaHAHa..

1st & foreMost: HAPPY 25th deaR!!! sLamat uLang taHuuuNnn.. sLamat uLang taHuuun..sLamat uLaNgtaHuUun tO deAaarrrr.. sLAmat uLangtaHunnn!! LaLALaalAlaaa.. *appLAudz* u'Re aLreaDy a quaRter oF a cenTury. i
praY foR yoUr heaLth, saFety & most of aLL, ur haPpiness. maY HE grant you puRpose in Life. maY HE also gRant US d maturiTy in prePariNg ourseLves fOr fuTure resPonsibiLitieS...insyaAllah, imPian kiTa akAn tercaPai. aMiin. Let's Do'a toGether k swiTz? (",)

a couPle of tiNgs haPPened todaY (erMm..yesTerdaY & a biT of tOday?)

i waNna shOut oUt 2d werLd tHat..fuiYoOooohhh..i goT my shOes oreDi!!! wHeeeeEe~ not oNE, bUt 2 paIrz..i waS so tempted 2 geT a 3rd paiR of fLip fLopz.. CharLes & keitH seeMz 2b haVing oNe heLLuva saLe & i sweaR d shOp
waS fiLLed by 80% of d maLAy/musLim popuLatioN doIng lasT miN shOppiNg. i m sO satisfiEd wiF my purchAse.


1sT paIr. Love d coLour. wiLL definiteLy go weLL wif my raYa outfiTz!!


2nd Pair. loVe d desiGn & simpLicity of iT & i caN uSe it feR werK as weLL!! =P

wheeEe~ & i geT a biGger chaRles & keiTh paPerbag!! *faJ whOopzz*

I deciDed to go foR sLip onz diS yeaR. seNang naK jaLan & gO in & oUt peoPle's hoUse weN visiting. *griNzz* i tiNk i'm geTting too oLd feR bacK heeL straPz & knOtz. hMmm..sHeesh..i'M contempLating wheTher 2 geT myseLf a paiR of sandaLz or fLip fLopz..C & K haVing a BIG tyM saLe...i wouLd bUy much more iF i haD d caSh & space 2 stOre at hOme. hEhehHE.. =) *faJ swOOnz oVer c & k shOez*

my Shoes done, i waLked aboUt caUseway poiNt & poNdereD & mUSed wHat i shOuLd geT fer deaR's birFdaE pweSsie. haIzz..i juZ noe he waNz a watcH, bUt aM not suRE if my choiCe wiLL suiT his taSte. sO i waLked & stumbLed uPon diS shoP. sO i seeKed d saLes gerL'z opiniOn oN gUd sport watchEs. sO she recoMmenDed me diS:


umBro spOrts watch!

oF coUrse i knOw nUtz & kLutz about sPorts waTches. i jUZ weN aLong 2heaR d sAles gerL's expLanatiOn. i feLL in loVe wiF d waTch d 1st moMent she oPened d dispLay caSe. i feLL in lurVeeee wiF...:



looK@d waTch caSing!!! iTs a sOccer baLL & itS so adorabLe!! deaR loVes soCcer to biTz [weLL, duN most men??]..& i loVE d waY d waTch is dispLayed, siaP deNgan piLLow lagik..sO cosY waAaannn..N ya, iTz a spOrts waTch, sO deaR caN use it On hiS weeKly or weeK daY ruNz! =D pSsT..duN teLL deaR waD i haVe goTten fer hiM hoRr.. =P alhamduLillah, d priCe range of d waTch is wiThin my baJet.. yeaHz..i'm a hePi gerL 'cos i maNaged to geT wad i waNted frOm caUSewaY poiNt. taKya naK feNing2 pk laGIk laaH..

hmmmmMm..i do hOpe deaR wiLL fiNd d pWessie practicaL..nak cariK hadiaH oraNg2 lelaKi niE ade siKit susaH leRr..hURhuRhUr...moSt impOrtaNtLy, i do hoPE he LoVez d giFt!! he beTtaa!! GrRrrr~ *wiNkzz*

LeMme see waD eLse haPpened to Me...oH ya, teNk gaWd i diN doZe oF duriNg tuiTion. i surviveD d 3 hRs!!! i'm kiNda nerVoUs tOo fer mY tuTee. sHe'd b haVing heR paPer in a wK's tYm. hoPe sHe puLLs thRu' & geTz an imPrOved graDe fer her MAths paPEr!! (",)

aFter tuitiOn n shoppiNg, gO hoMe, resT, eaT bubOr kaCanG, stOne, sTone, sTone & chaTted on Msn eTc eTc..

pLeasant surPrise I oN MSN: mY heaRt juz cLickEd on a Name taT i haVe not toKked to fer a Long, loNg tyM. oNce uPon a yesTerdaY, we usEd 2b preTty cLose in a seNse. we coUld taLk on d phoNE fOr loNg & shAre our woEs. shIt haPPenz, peopLe change, perhaPz i chaNged tOo. bUt on diS nyT, i juZ waNted to asK him hoW he waS doiNg & wiShed hiM a gUD syawaL. i waS toUched taT he repLied mE, aLmost as if d paSt diN haPpen. i disCovereD taT he waS not weLL. i recaLLEd a tyM he haD to gO fOr freQuent checK-uPs. he diN elaboraTe furTher aBout his heaLth bUt shAred tAt he caN't b as actiVe as previous tYmz. i gaVe hiM my besT wisHEs, seeKEd forGivenEss & toL hiM taT i'd praY fer his Gud health. d whoLe tiNg, thO' short, waS preTty toUching. i waS moVed...by mY oWn instincTz. i jUz waNted 2 nOE hoW he waS doinG; sumhoW in taT instaNce, i feLt d freNshiP reJuveNated....

pLeasaNt surPriSe II on MSn: another cHat wiF my uNi juNior whOm i'VE nOt meT feT qUite sUm, sUm tYm. She waS doWn wiF chicKen poX & i praY she geTs weLL sOon. desPite d leNgth of tym we haVe not meT, we cOnneCted & stArtEd toKkinG wIf eaSe aBout Life, our Men & reLatioNshiPz. i reaLi feLt guD recoNnectinG bacK wiF heR..& sHE diD saY it waS nicE 2b catching uP wif Me... AwWwww..ta-Ched agaiN me.. tsk..tsK..

dIS sUrpriSes set me tiNking..perhaPz i m moVing thRu liFe so faSt..my reLatioNshiP wiF peopLe frOm my pasT & preseNt becOMe a "hi-Bye thinGy" oR a "One-hit wuNDer". iT scaRes me..i nOE deR r maNy faCtors taT couLd b preVentiNg inteRactioN wiF d peopLe i onCE meT & knEw...bUt ya, can't heLp tiNking bT d paCe oF liFe & d boNds lOOsenEd bY tyM.

fOrtuNa muZ b smiLing doWn on ME. Allah too i guEss..a ramadHan reaLisatiOn. i m tenkfuL fOr i haVe beeN giVEn d oppOrtunitY tO 2 leaSt recoUp bacK my lOSses & reNew d bOnds brOken or shaKen bY tyM & huMan expErieNce..

everY day suRe is SumtiNg.. (",)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 7:45 PM :)