~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)
26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.
i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.
my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*
cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]
mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!
**finaLLy...after a Long, loNg wait....**
**just.read.**
**new LooK...new pHase sOon...**
**i'M breathiNg @ 2AM**
**suMting about d thuMb**
**i lov3333 numb3rsss!!!!**
**d odYsseY**
**majOr identitY cRisis in proGress**
**What would you do in the Name of Love?**
**thiS is my noW....**
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25 more daYs. Labels: bridal musings, hari raya, wedding
Oh yes, before I go oN, eiD mubaraK to aLL my Muslim frenz out theRe. May ur SyawaL be filled with more warmtH & happiness with ur Loved Ones. (",)
Syawal this year has special meaning for me; mainly because it will be the last one spent as a single lady. =) Well, it just feels like any other Syawal, just that my mind is not really about the Eid celebrations, but the wedding preparations. *hiakzz*
monThs of pLanning & anticipatioN; the moment thaT me & dear haVe beeN waiting foR will finally be heRe. the taLk for the past 3 days whiLe visitinG, entertaiNing guesTs and relatives have been pretty mucH about d weddiNg. issuinG cards, mom reminding relatives to heLp out & rewanG2, peopLe oggLing over waD a nice wedding inviTe I Have (yaY! tenX zaK!), uncLes & auntiEs teLling me wad a FAT briDe i wiLL be (*sigh*) and runninG thrOugh d weddiNg preparatioN checklist over & over again wiTh differenT peopLe.
aLL dis iS making my heart skiP many2 beats & my stomach churninG like a washing machine wif many butterfLies in it. anxieTy, warMth, loVe, paranOia & exciteMent aLL roLLed intO one. the thoUght that me & dear wiLL be husband & wife sOon makes me smiLe that secreT smiLe. =) sucH a bLissfuL thought...
iT aLso seems as if mY wedding is THE wedding frieNds have been lOOking forward to. Haaa. i coUld possibLy see speecH bubbLes such as "faJ the tombOy sportswoMan bacK @ skuL, who diN seem to haVe any tyM to daTe or oggLe @ meN back in skuL is gettinG married" forM in friEnds' heads weN news of the wedding is shaRed. d thought of seeinG me aLL doLLed uP in pretty cLothes & maKe uP seem to maKe sUm partieS beaM in wiDe griNs & adrenaLine. hwahwahwa. Yes..hopefuLLy i wiLL be a prettY briDe..lookinG my besT despite d FAT-ness. *sigh* [i haVe sumhOw pLedged & aM resiGned to my faTe, thaT i shaLL fasT for d nexT few weeKs befOre my weddiNg.]
i thinK my sibLingz & parents are enjoying the wedding worK as weLL. its been about almost a decaDe since the hOusehold has not hosted a wedding. having siblings wif their respective families & loads of nieces & nephews sure wiLL make d wedding a memorabLe & meriah one, insyaAllah. can't imagine myseLf on d diaS hoLding my smiLe for snaPshotz wif family after familY, thoUgh. *hiakzz* i dare saY i can't smiLe for Nuts. i dOn't know how to smiLE! aNybody care to teach me hOw to do it withoUt appearinG so pLastic? *grinZzz*
so, i shaLL continUe waitinG in anticipatioN for d biG daY. (",)
i went Raya visitinG to Jb on sundaY. While taking diS wif my eLder sisTer, my youNger cousiN commenteD:
hwahwahwa. Seri pengaNtin sudah datang kErr? Maybe there is really such a thing as the seri pengantin (d bride's gLow, or something to that effect, lah).
that maDe me smiLe & aLL warm insidE. i loVed maK's respoNse to d couSin, "Abis biLa kaU dah nak kawiN duLu, takkaN muKa kaU tak berseri-seri??" =P
An uncLe left d hOuse yesterdaY & patted my bacK "Sabar eh naK eh; lagik brapa minggu aja." Wadeva that means, i'll juz take it as positiVe encouragemeNt. *kwekwekwe*
Ok people. come, count d daYs wiF me... (",)