11 more daYs....gosH. dis tyM in 2 wks tyM i'd aLready be in a marriaGe thaT's 3 days old. *hiakzz*
how fast tyM fLies. n tyM wiLl move fasTer over d nexT 11 daYs. weN i oPen my eyes, it'D be the eVe of mY soLemnisatiOn. =P
i'M stomachinG a loadfuL of butterfLies in my tuMMy..aLl whirLing liKe a washing machiNe. *hehehee*
n i tinK aLL d hustLe & bustLe in d househoLd is addinG oN to d nerVes. d pareNts' antiCs reaLi need me to puT on my cLoak of patieNce. *hiakzz* everyOne's getting prettY excited for d wedding i suPpose. hurHurhur. =P
d masTer bedrOom's aLready painTed; its bryT yeLLow & greeN nOw..all sunshiNe & cheerY. (",) juZ need to fiX new lyTz, sum railIngz for d cLothes & curtaiNs & we're aLL set for d bridaL rooM. =D
feeLz kinda weiRd thouGh 2b stayinG in d masTer bedroOm. sucH sacrifiCe froM d parents. tsK. tsK. so tarchiNg. gUes deY understand d neeDs of d youNg ones beTta. kweKwekwe. *griNnzz*
me & deaR wen for our lasT raya as singLes wif d sLackerz. everY1's teasinG us about our uPcoming weddinG & as oUr cLosest gruP of freNz, i suPPose..theY're aLso exciTed...its d 1st weddiNg 4d grouP! (",) sUm picz for ur viewinG:
faV gruP pic @ naZ's pLace (walaupoN muKe dah stoNe..=P)
mY new bestiE - taufiK, raudHa's nepHew. kiut ryT heee??
drY run for a famiLy pic? *griNzzz*
anoTher faV gruP pic. checK out d backgrouNd. hurhurhur.
sO manY tings about d weddinG is goinG through mY head nOw. juz hoPe it wiLL go sMoothLy. pray 4me tOo, dear freNs..praY for uS..
to put it mOre aptLy..d whoLe househoLD is having d reD eye. StartEd froM d daD, foLLowed by d 2 nieCes..n suMhow, yesTErdaY after werK...My rYt eye starTed itchiNg & feeLing agitatEd.
theN a pierciNg paIn surfaCed oN d toP part of d eYe. Sakit giLerrrr.
*siGh*
iT's beeN so Long sinCe i cauGht soRe eyeS. the lasT tiMe i got it was in primAry schOOl. tat's eOns awaY!
n U noe how much i Loathe falling iLL...d feeLing of miserY reaLi eaTs me uP.
As mucH as i detesT geTTing infecTed, i suPPose i shouLd b tenkfuL thaT i aM gettinG it onLi nOw..and not durinG d weddiNg itself later On. @leasT deR's sumtinG positiVe out of this liL' ordeaL.. =)
Dear Allah, please look after mY family members & myself as we go throUgh d weddinG prePz. Please leT the functiOn & ceremoNies go smOothly as pLanned. Do protecT us frOm any harMs & danGErs. amiin. InsyaAllah.
FreNz & feLLow countryMen, maKe uR dO'as for Us as weLL, ya?
yesterdaY was a LessoN on "neVa Say tHat U duN wanna get ur aRse to werK".
poSt-hoLiday mOod; heNce, the reLuctanCe & 'liat'-Ness to get d buTt to werK.
d mawNing duLL atmospHere was disrupteD by aN urgeNt pubLic requesT for heLp.
d daY theN waS fiLLed wiF Loads of:
a) bLack huMour - Me & coLleague, zaK weRe amusIng ourseLves wiF snaPshotz of Life, aLbeit d heaRt puMping situatiOn. H/M/I. i shaLL neVa forget. d scenE@ d hosPitaL. d "paY my biLL" one-Liners.
b) T-2 (teaRs & toucH) - d torrenT of sadNess; d suDden huG; d storM of emotioNs; d inTense shUddEr againsT my bodY
c) quicK minDwerK & probLem-soLving. onLy Allah knOws whaT was goiNg thrU' my heAd & heaRt. d reLief tat enveLoped me oNce aLL was saiD & dOne... was..priceLess.
i muZ saY thaT..thoSe 5 hOurs weRe d nexT mosT adrenaLine rushiNg momeNtz of my caReer aFter d aCeh stinT.
'Nuff sAid.
goNna b anOther daY @ werk nOw.
so..wHat's nexT?
n peopLe...Life is preciOus. rememBer thaT.
"u duN tinK sO mucH arH. All probLems can be soLved."
Oh yes, before I go oN, eiD mubaraK to aLL my Muslim frenz out theRe. May ur SyawaL be filled with more warmtH & happiness with ur Loved Ones. (",)
Syawal this year has special meaning for me; mainly because it will be the last one spent as a single lady. =) Well, it just feels like any other Syawal, just that my mind is not really about the Eid celebrations, but the wedding preparations. *hiakzz*
monThs of pLanning & anticipatioN; the moment thaT me & dear haVe beeN waiting foR will finally be heRe. the taLk for the past 3 days whiLe visitinG, entertaiNing guesTs and relatives have been pretty mucH about d weddiNg. issuinG cards, mom reminding relatives to heLp out & rewanG2, peopLe oggLing over waD a nice wedding inviTe I Have (yaY! tenX zaK!), uncLes & auntiEs teLling me wad a FAT briDe i wiLL be (*sigh*) and runninG thrOugh d weddiNg preparatioN checklist over & over again wiTh differenT peopLe. aLL dis iS making my heart skiP many2 beats & my stomach churninG like a washing machine wif many butterfLies in it. anxieTy, warMth, loVe, paranOia & exciteMent aLL roLLed intO one. the thoUght that me & dear wiLL be husband & wife sOon makes me smiLe that secreT smiLe. =) sucH a bLissfuL thought...
iT aLso seems as if mY wedding is THE wedding frieNds have been lOOking forward to. Haaa. i coUld possibLy see speecH bubbLes such as "faJ the tombOy sportswoMan bacK @ skuL, who diN seem to haVe any tyM to daTe or oggLe @ meN back in skuL is gettinG married" forM in friEnds' heads weN news of the wedding is shaRed. d thought of seeinG me aLL doLLed uP in pretty cLothes & maKe uP seem to maKe sUm partieS beaM in wiDe griNs & adrenaLine. hwahwahwa. Yes..hopefuLLy i wiLL be a prettY briDe..lookinG my besT despite d FAT-ness. *sigh* [i haVe sumhOw pLedged & aM resiGned to my faTe, thaT i shaLL fasT for d nexT few weeKs befOre my weddiNg.] i thinK my sibLingz & parents are enjoying the wedding worK as weLL. its been about almost a decaDe since the hOusehold has not hosted a wedding. having siblings wif their respective families & loads of nieces & nephews sure wiLL make d wedding a memorabLe & meriah one, insyaAllah. can't imagine myseLf on d diaS hoLding my smiLe for snaPshotz wif family after familY, thoUgh. *hiakzz* i dare saY i can't smiLe for Nuts. i dOn't know how to smiLE! aNybody care to teach me hOw to do it withoUt appearinG so pLastic? *grinZzz*
so, i shaLL continUe waitinG in anticipatioN for d biG daY. (",)
i went Raya visitinG to Jb on sundaY. While taking diS wif my eLder sisTer, my youNger cousiN commenteD:
"kak Jaja dah naK kawin nie maKin berseri-sEri ekh?"
hwahwahwa. Seri pengaNtin sudah datang kErr? Maybe there is really such a thing as the seri pengantin (d bride's gLow, or something to that effect, lah).
that maDe me smiLe & aLL warm insidE. i loVed maK's respoNse to d couSin, "Abis biLa kaU dah nak kawiN duLu, takkaN muKa kaU tak berseri-seri??" =P
An uncLe left d hOuse yesterdaY & patted my bacK "Sabar eh naK eh; lagik brapa minggu aja." Wadeva that means, i'll juz take it as positiVe encouragemeNt. *kwekwekwe*
Ok people. come, count d daYs wiF me... (",)
~Two souls with but a single thought,Two hearts that beat as one.~
Its oK...i shall satisfY myseLf wiF what technoLogy has providEd for firsT...
LurVee his new aLbum! its wertH d wait. Abg aNuar'S such a romantiC. So sorry peopLe for the overfLowing show of affectiOn. I haVe a Long-standinG crusH on Abg anUar. hurHurhur.
2 of my faV sonGz froM d aLbum:
KetuLusan Hati
Cintaku tak berdusta Tak mengenal ingkar Tak kenal nestapa Cintaku hanya indah Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau biarkan kasihku
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu
Cintaku tak berdusta Tak mengenal ingkar Tak kenal nestapa Tak ada seribu janji Hanya bahagia untu selamanya Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau benarkan kasihku Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu
Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau dengarkan kasihku
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Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu
I'm the lucKy one
Ku persembahkan satu cita ku.. Setulus hati hanyalah untukmu dan ku lakukan semampu aku tuk menyayangimu hingga kau merasa jadi pujaan ku meski bercinta kadang tak indah tapi tuk buktikan kau yg terindah dan kupastikan..i'm the lucky one.. nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya....
jiwaku ini yg tak tersentuh kini terasa sejak bersamammu berikan hangat hinggaku x mampu berjauh drmu kerna kau yg bisa buatku bahagia
meski bercinta kadang tak indah tp tuk buktikan kau yg terindah dan ku pastikan i'm the lucky one nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya
caramu membuatku x berdaya hatiku pun ribut terjaga kau ubah hidupku ini jadi sempurna
meski bercinta kadang tak indah tp tuk buktikan kau yg terindah dan ku pastikan i'm the lucky one nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya
LurVee d LyricS of d soNg.
*swOon*
Ok..goNna go huNt 4d aLbum noW & surroUnd myseLf wiF more LurVeeee... *griNzz*
i'Ve decided to give uP editing d size of fonTs for earlier entries. dis entry onwards shaLL be proportioNate to d new Look of d bLog. sO peopLe, should u b scroLLing down the bLog historicaLLy, pardoN d eye sOre due to d large foNtz. Not taT i tinK my readers r visuaLLy chaLLenged, but yeaH, u ruffLy get my pOint ryt?
anywayz..i'Ve been meaNing to bLog an entry doWn here..but as aLways, i'M chaLLenged by tyM.
10 more daYs b4 Ramadhan ends. i muz say i'm quite disappointed wif myseLf dis tym roUnd 'coS i'Ve not been abLe to fuLLy maximiSe d ibadaH opportunities dis Ramadhan. I'm not suRe why i'M extremeLy tiRed @dis point of tiMe. perhaps its 3 tuisyEn assignmeNts & 4 tuitiOn kidz thaT r weighinG me dOwn, pLus d lOad@werK. noT that my bOss is a meaNie. tinK persoNally, i'm struggLing wiF all d current responsibiLitiesvis-à-viS d tiMe i haVe @ hanD.
my tuitIon kiDz aLL want a pieCe of me 'Cos now its exaM periOd. my case fiLes are screamiNg to be fiLLed wiF uPdates on previOus & current sessiOnz. d duSt @hoME is caLLing out to Be vacUumed 'cOs hari raYa's round d corNer. weddiNg's in 5 weekS tyM & sO manY, maNy tinGz need to be doNe. i'M pHysicaLLy worn oUt & iT shouLdn't be so 'cOs i nEed 2b fresH, aLive & kickiNg for d BIG daY.
aarGhhh! aaarH. aaarGhhh!
n i tiNk i'm haVing d pre-MarriaGe jitterZ. kwakwakwa. 5 more weeKs. 5 more weeKs. 5 more weeKs!!!
bite fiNgerz..bite naiLs. teeTh cLatter. =P
deaR & me haVe been refLecting d moMents b4 our biG daY to each otHer. Its not so mucH of disbeLief..i meaN, we did pLan to haVe d weddiNg, ryT? =P i tinK its more of d reaLisatioN that we wiLL b enteriNg another phase of Our life togeTher wif d speciaL suMone. u tinK about d adjustMents to coMe. u woNder abOut hOw ur soLemnisatioN ceremoNy & weddiNg receptioN wiLL turn out. u poNder abOut each otHer's cLoset idioSyncracies thaT wiLL come to Lyt. *ahakZ* insyaAllah, it wiLL be a wOnderfuL journEy; a process of discOvery and acceptanCe, pePpered wiF sweeT & sour spiCes.
i'D b takiNg days of leaVe each weeK startinG today. cLeaning beckOns me.
n not forgettiNg momenTz of seLf-pamperinG. iTs uroT & body scruB todaY!
.faJ is goNna taKe a waLk in d midSt of heaVy traffiC.
falling hearts
