falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**a PreggiE's refLectioN**
**coMic reLief**
**Date Of d yeaR....**
**d oNe abOut motHerhOod...**
**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**

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d odYsseY
Thursday, August 30, 2007

dedicaTed ceNtre's openinG. i haVe no ideA whY..wHy..wHy..i'm chuCked intO d decO departmenT.

peopLe, i sucK @ creatiVe arts, reaLii. ReaLLy. liKe biG tyM. havinG to puLL off sumtinG like decoratinG a major LaunchinG evenT..wiLL senD high leveLs of stRess to Urs truLy.

toGether, wiF anuDer bLind moUse, we ventUred out oN our owN odySsey of unearThing (with much efforT) our creaTive fLair.

suM resuLts for your viewinG:

i thanK feLLow coLLeagues for theiR faiTh & beLief in my so-caLLed taLents in spicinG uP d eveNt. *HurHurhuR*

d oNe whO had to toLerate my noNsenSe in dire straiTs such as diS. *kwenG kwenG kwenG*

The RacKeteer PledgE

We, d racKeteers, do hereBy pLedge that:
- we wiLL aLways find huMour in wadeva we Do & laFF our aSses oFF
- we wiLL alwaYs camWhore @ d sLightest opportuniTy
- we wiLL aLways staY trUe to d spirit of d Ya-Ya sisTerhOod (wadeVA taT means)
- we wiLL aLways gO throUgh nonseNse & craP & momeNts oF abYsseS togeDer
- we wiLL always be loYal to our countrY & our peopLe (haAa!)

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:20 PM :)

majOr identitY cRisis in proGress

TutoR, senioR worKEr, daugHTer, SistEr, coLLeague, FrienD, suPervisOr, fiancée, faJar, sLacker, besT freN, bridE-to-Be.

aaRghh. i wisH i couLd cuT myseLf up inTo pieCes and uSe ém/myseLf sparingLy... *gaWd*

pasT few weeKs have bEen...hMmm..a roLLer coaster riDe wouLd be an understaTement...trY a supersoNic bacK to d fuTure kinda riDe for mE.

werKing my heaDs off wiF syaH deaRie foR d dedicaTed cenTre's opeNing ceremoNy; noT mucH resT theN camE d saturdaY werkshoP and oNce agaiN stoLen moMents of resT in betweeN whiLst preparinG for d inaugraL retreaT (whicH is happeniNg in 2 daYs tyM). oH yar, pacKage incLusiVe oF frantiC squeezinG in of tuiTion sessioNs pLus, pePpered wiF anxiEties of impendiNg marriagE. *

Oh maN. bLardy tiRed Lorr.

i aM tired. pHysicaLLy, mentaLLy & emotioNally. i aM wearY. @ suM instaNceS, i maY be groucHy and bitcHy as weLL. werSe casE senariO, i maY suffer occasioNal perioDs of insaniTy or eitHer thaT muLtipLe personaliTy disOrder ie. 1 momeNt d niceY sugaRy strawberrY sociaL werKer and d nexT, d sterN tutOr whO's toNe escaLates @ everY bLunder maDe by d tuTee.

i caN go ke-Ra-Zee. whiCh expLains:


d umbreLLa in d oFis. poSe wiF feLLow "rackEteEr" - terM coiNed by biG O in d oFfice.

nevatHeless..hOpe, Love, greaT freNs & hiLarioUs moMentZ stiLL prevaiL. d nexT 2 montHs, i beLieve wiLL be oNe heLLuva loaD of tiMe hussLe for me - more werK, schOOl examiNations & d weddinG round d corNer. maY HE granT me patienCe, eNduranCe & hardinEss to puLL tHru' d last few hurdLes of 2007; maY HE graNt thoSe arouNd me opEn arMs (to endUre my craP wen d goiNg geTs tuFf) and more Love to joiN in my craP as weLL. *hAaaa..hiaKzzz

n weN aLL eLse faiLs, juZ rememBer to...

smiLeee...alBeit d sardiNed-Nes, stOned-neSs & seLenger-neSs u're experiencinG.

woRd of thanKs to esaH fOr her timeLiness in snaPPing shOtz in moMenTz of stRess. *griNzz*

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 9:55 PM :)

What would you do in the Name of Love?

Would you wait for the one and only you've set your eyes on? Would you settle for the one who has your heart or the one who has his/her heart on you? Would you move on?



One of my favourite songs from Rossa. Petite woman with great voice.

~Mengapa yang lain bisa, mendua dengan mudahnya;
Namun kita terbelenggu dalam ikatan tanpa cinta...~

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 8:55 PM :)

thiS is my noW....
Friday, August 24, 2007

sumone's complaining that i've not been blogging. Guess i better start. i dedicate dis entry to my minah kampong-in-arms. *hiakzz*

few mths have passed since i've keyed in a more "eventful" (for lack of a better word) entry. may tings have happened. werk, love and life.

geez. where shall i start? Ok lah. good tidings first.

I have been in my line of work for 4 years. 4 years. geez. 4 years ago it was between teaching and social working. a decisioN was maDe. perhaps, it was my calling to be a social worker. looking bacK @d past 4 years, little did I realise tHat i have done much in my careeR. theRe have been uPz & dowNz in my werK; but no doubT, doing whaT i'm doinG giVes me fulfillment and addS more meaning to my life. Mak always say that "Kerja tu kan satu amanah". When I am late for work or bring much work home to clear...these words will be on repeat mode at home. *hee* coMe last montH, my hard werK paid off. Alhamdulillah, I have been promoted to a senior position. I thank Allah for all that he has given me - the strength to endure & grit thru' d tough times; the courage to do what i tink is right; the brain cells to get it going and of course for this opportunity.

As Spidey's uncLe says..With great power, comes great responsibilities. Yes, responsibilities are sure piling up around, beside and on top of me. InsyaAllah, I shall take them in stride. I have bigger dreams for my career. I hope and pray HE will sHower me with more blessings and resolve to fulfill my dreams. i thanK my family, freNz & besTies for encouraginG & supporting my werK. ur loVe, care & concerN gives me faiTh & inspiratioN. (",)

a soNg to ceLebrate this milestOne:




nexT, wedding prePz.


wOoHooo~ weddinG's is abOut twO monThs awaY. Yes, not 5, not 7, not 4...its 2 months away! ultra fast lorr... heNce, wedding prePz have beeN on geaR 4. d hantaRan items are more or less settled. carD design lefT to be QC-ed & commented bY siblinGz. most unfOrgettable is d trip to NILAI with d siblings.


what set out 2b a 1-day triP ended up as a stayoVer; misadventuRes wif siBlings are priceLess. btw, NILAI is a mus go shopping place for the brideS & grOoms 2b. spoilt for chOices 'cOs it reaLi is a 1-stoP shoPping place for ur wedding neeDs. i manaGed to get mosT of my weddinG essentiaLs There. lovinG it!


n theN, d lasT minute staYover was hilarioUs lorr. hotel afTer hoteL were fuLL house. we weRe uBer cLose to sleepinG in d caRs. *hiaKzz* anywaY, no choice.. we finally landed in an apartmeNt which was daMn cikeLa'aK lorr. Haaaaa. no towels. dirty water. tOrn out toilet dOor. middLe of d nYt power failUre. i could go on n on; but i dun wish to invoKe d traUmatic experiencE @ d 1-staR port dicksOn apartment. HAAA. beyoNd werdZ man.


coMe september..familY & myself would be buSier. d househoLd wiLL be bustlinG wif weDdinG preparatiOns aftEr eOns (i tinK almosT 10 years). i hoPe aLL will go smoothLy. maKe yoUr dO'as for me, ya? =)


wad eLse for d recOrd huh? i suPPose diS quite enUf for a coMeback froM 'aByss'.. *griNzz* tiLL d next enTry theN. suM pics froM d merry Month of juLy for ur viewinG:



berfdaE gerL cuts her caKe: lunch cuM diNner treaT by slacKer maiTes @ mad Jack's

Post-treaT: whaT a fuLL tummy doEs 2u. hurHur..

aNd anOther oNe weDs...... congraTz raudaH!! (",)

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-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:30 PM :)