falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**thaT tinG in d boX & otHer updaTez**
**hOw faR, how Long, hOw to??**
**i See, i heaR..**
**PleaAsee...teLL me hOw to...**
**d gOod oL' daYzz**
**a passinG remarK or a criticisM?**
**leT me huMour Me:**
**iT has officiaLLy begUn....**
**iTs a siGn..**
**i shaLt endeavOur**

Lost Memories

::June 2004::
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taT hectiC monTh & oTher uPdaTez
Tuesday, March 06, 2007

woAhhh...is it marCh aLredi? gEeezZ..jaNuary seeMs liKe onLi yesTerdaY. aaRghhhh!! sO faSttt...

yEs..yEs..i knOw d bLog lOOks ratHer baRe fOr d pasT monTh; liKe a deserT missiNg d raiN (isN't thaT a soNg in d 80s?? sOng in my heaD: N i miSs u...babY..liKe d deseRt miss d raiN...lalalalala...theRe's such a soNg ryTt??).

sO wheRe haVe i beeN? feBruarY was a kiLLer monTh, wiTh moRe werkiNg saturdaYs whicH i wiLL foreva reMember 'coS my braiN & energY weRe sqUeezeD drY of enerGy & thinKing ceLLz. *faJ fainTz juZ at d recoLLectioN of thiS* (nOw d spiCe gerLz soNg is in my heaD: too Much..of suMting is bad enUf, bad enufffff....erMmm, yeaH?) i tinK i goT a littLe...Ok i'M kiddiNg myseLf. i tiNk i goT qUite demoraLised by werK diS monTh. yA suRe, i diD cLaim suM tiMe oFF frOm werK to resT bUt iT was juZ short resPite b4 i hiT anoTher weeKend of werK.

feBruarY was hectiC; a Lot of thiNgs weRe goinG on - i feLL sicK for 2+ weEks: d ruNNy nOse, feVer & koFf stUck to Me for liKe d loNgest periOd eVa in my entirE liFe; toNnes of traiNing/proGramme to atteNd & conducT; weddinG preparatIons; n in d midSt, i waS tryiNg to squeeZe in tyM for a goOd resT. n Ya, gOt to sPent pretty gUd tyM wif deAr whO's cLearinG his leaVe ryT nOw. YeaH, 4 d 1st tyM siNce we goT togeTher, he'S saYing "apa maU kerJaaa?" for a chanGe. kweKweKwe.. =P

i tiNk i got Lost in aLL thaT's goiNg on. MarcH beGan on a NegatiVe nOte cOs i feLt striPPed of aLL mY enerGy for werK. ya, i kNow taT souNds baD. but honestLy, i'Ve neVa feLt sO, sO negatIve abOut werK in my entirE life. i pusHed myseLf to werK & 2b productiVe @werK 'cOs frOm daY 1 i chOse dis caReer, i beLieved thaT iT was my caLLing & thaT i was meanT 2do thiS. n deN i reaLised thaT pushiNg maDe me moRe.... tireD.

theRe u haVe it, faJ was wOrn out, REALLy worN out froM werk (sumtinG whicH peoPle knOw, rareLy haPpens to faJ) & juZ weN aLL d tireDness & negativitieS weRe pushing her doWn...sHe atteNded a wOnderfuL trainIng sessiOn which saLvagEd her moraLe & beLief aBout her professiOn. (",) iT was d 'arT of couPle theraPy'; bUt tO me, it was mOre thaN thaT. sumting about d traiNer, sUmting abOut d storieS he sHared meant a LOT to me. n i'M gLad thaT reLuctanCe was eLiminaTed bY inspiRatioN & neW resoLutioN.

sO..."d problem is Not wif d danCers, but the daNCe itseLf..". i shaLL keeP these weRds in my heaD & cHange mY daNce to a mOre manageabLe rOutiNe. i shaLL sLow dOwn my temPo & beaTs; but exPreSs sTeadY mOves & stePs..& enjOy daNcing... =D tenX moscHe!

firSt d werK. nexT, d lurVe. weddiNg prePz are weLL oN d waY. yeS..i'Ve beeN extRa on d baLL wif regaRds to weddiNg prepz aFter receiviNg disaPpointments frOm sum of d servicEs thaT i wisH to enGage. i diN nOe peoPle r liKe uLtra kiaSu to booK stuFz waY damN earLier thaN me. Neva miNd, lessoN learnt. reGret i shaLt nOt but pro-acTive i shaLL b. Move oN & prePare 4d weddiNg i shaLL!

n weddiNg prePz CAN b potentiaLLy stressfuL.. but hoNestLy...iTs reaLi, reaLi, fUN!!! (='o'=) caN't wait caN't wait caN't waiT!!!!!! wHeEeeEEEeeEe~~~ caN't wait 2b missUs, caN?? ;o)

waD's nexT... erMmm.. bangKok triP diS end mOnth. yaayYy! i'm goiNg oN a Lil' triPPin' wiF my 4 otHer sLacker maitEzz. Look out foR d amaziNg tHai experieNce oF 3 gaLz & d twiN taWerZz diS eNd of d mTh. freT not, i'LL spLash d bLog entrY wif loaDz n loaDz of peeKtureZ! nOW diS, woUld definiteLy b greaT theraPy fOr me fOr aLL d theRapies thaT i'Ve doNe! hiaKhiakhiaK..

ok...HeRe's a Lil' sumting to sHare about mY werK:

HurHurHur... =P

kwenG kweNg.. beTta not leT brudder sEe thaT. *griNzz* fOr mOre sociaL werK humour, poiNt yOur cursOrs HERE.

wad eLse is New?? oh yeS, d cRaze between a feW laDies @ werK. we sociaL werKers haVe a neW hobbY: peeK-vidIng!! kweKwekweee.. www.peekvid.com is a HAVEN HEAVEN foR muVee-goers & sEries staLkerz liKe Us. N my laTest oBsessiOn, apart fOr greY's anatoMy:

.HerOes - thE seriEs.

leMme shOw u MY herOooZ:

SantiaGo CabreRa as iSaac meNdez..d torTured artisT whO caN see d futuRe..

Masi Oka as hirO d Hero. d One tHat caN beNd tyM & spaCe. yeS, i wiSh i couLd do tHat! =P

i'M totally hooKed on d seriEs! waD wouLd you dO if u woKe up 1 mornIng n foUnD out thaT u haVe sOme speciaL abiLities - to fLy, to seLf-heaL, to read peopLe's minD, to walk thRu' waLLz, to See d futuRe?

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