falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
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Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**a PreggiE's refLectioN**
**coMic reLief**
**Date Of d yeaR....**
**d oNe abOut motHerhOod...**
**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**

Lost Memories

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tranSitionz. transitiOnz. (",)
Thursday, August 24, 2006

i wen out wiF yun smLm. yeaH. sorry 'Bout wad happeNed. if i'd kNew it woUld taKe me tt freaking loNg to geT my hair doNe, i'd haVe done it on another daY. i taKe no Pleasure in asKing U to traVel 2d wesT. but yeaH, apoLogise once agaiN 4d inconveNience cauSed. next tYm woUld b beTta, insyaAllah.

suM1's aLL groWn uP nOw. finaLLy. hehe. =P nOw i heaR u taLk werK; breaThe werK, tiNk werK. hopefuLLy nOt sLeep (wiF) werK & eaT werK as weLL. ;o) macaM taK caya giTu tLinga ini meNdengar perbincanGan seriUs berkeNaan deNgan aLam pekerjaaN dari si Dia. kweNg kweNg kweNg.

weLkem to d werKing werLd. wiF its fair shaRe oF wonderZ & harsh reaLities. i Heard d miNd of a 21 yeaR oLd speaKing. whiNing & groUsing. & aLL i caN say is.. gOOd luck beB. hiaKhiaKhiaK. i diN saY werKing wAs eZ. juz goTTa adaPt, cOpe & werK smarT aite? =)

i caN't beLieve its beeN yeaRz. frOm skuL kiDz, to uncertain, souL-searchinG aduLtz (stiLL are) to werKing peepz. i haVe seeN u & me grow. hwaHWahwa. daMn i feeL oLd! *griNzz*

neVatheLess..a warm weLkem oNCe agaiN. haVe fuN, fiNd fUn & enJoy d riDe.....seeK ur niChE & werK hard for ur achiEvementz. *thuMbz uP for ciPotzz*

transitiOnz..transiTionz..wad's next?? (",)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:00 PM :)

shaLL i saY...mOre muSingz?

i haVe lived a life in a famiLy cuLture wHere i shOuld not jatoHkan aiB orang; personaLLy, mY creeD is as such UNLESS tt arSehoLe reaLi pisS me oFf. liKewiSe in my reLations wiF other peoPle, i shaLL not stOop to taT leveL; no maTter how miNute or smaLL d maTter seeMz 2b.

aS an individuaL, i tinK i haVe maDe fair sacrifiCes iN my oWn capacitY as a dauGhter, a woRker, a freN, a fiaNce, a sisTer & an aUnt. fOr a moMent if deR r anY soUlz out deR hu tinK taT i aM incapabLe of puttinG myseLf in oThers' shoez or faiL to consiDer feeLingz, deN i hoPe tat thEse verY peopLe reconSider waD deY saY. hOw about steppinG in MY shoes fer a moMent?

i tinK sumtyMz we waNt d werLd to liVe according to OUR ruLez. @ some poinT in tyM, Isn't it tat waY for aLL of Us? we foRget taT most of d tiMe..liFe is a masHed up versiOn of different peopLe, different beLiefz, differenT neeDz & wantz, differeNt sYstemz. if i had my waY, i wouLd want tingz done to my tasTes. But sorry baBy, liFe ain't taT eZ liKe taPping our eX-liNkz foR a bus ridE. So quiT finding fauLtz aroUnd U & moVe oN. InsteaD, focuS on tingz U or me caN do to make liFe beTTa , if not, slightlY, at tat poinT in tyM.

diS is liFe. U caN't haVe niCe, greaT fooD all d tyM. sumtymz ur steaK coMes 2u haLf donE, or eveN burNt! sO eithEr:

A) seNd d fooD bacK
B) deMand for a refuNd
C) geT ur buTt off to anoTher restauRant
D) order sumTing eLse
E) picK a fyT wiF d restauranT owNer/waiTer
F) looK disGusted & peeved
G) coNtinue whiNing abOut d fooD even waY afTer diNner
H) gO to d kiTcheN & coOk oNe urself
I) smiLe, b patieNt

So...picK one yeT?

incoHerent? waAd?

muSing waaaDd..??!!?

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:15 PM :)

d hiGht toWn...erMmm..
Tuesday, August 22, 2006

heRe's a gLimpse of kota tinGGi for yoUr viewIng pLeasure....(",)


gOsh...i miSs d pLace...mountaiN cLimbing d nexT tyM baBez & hunKz?


FreNz whO maKe d triP all werthwhiLe!!

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:45 PM :)

hindi-Mania: faNaa
Monday, August 14, 2006

aNOther haNg-oVer: faNaa. *faJ has dreaMy, oggLy look iN her eYes*.. aaMir kHan & kaJol..sOooo purrfeCt in diS muVee. i loiKeeee...

lurVee aLL d soNgz in d muVee. 'tiS mY favouritE:


sOoo taa-chiNg.. (to kNow whY, DO watch d muVee.. agaiN, to watcH cLipz, do PAUSE d music pLayer on d bottoM of d rYt coLumn of d bLog.)

~choiCes...to chOose betweeN riGht & wroNg is simpLe...buT wHat defiNes oNe's lIfe is thE deciSion beTWeen d greaTer of twO goOds OR d lessEr of twO eviLz...~

aaMir khAn stiLL hasn't loSt d charM despiTe his aGe.. aWwwwww....

sO kenGkawAn..saper naK teNgok..beraTur cepAaaaatt!! siaAaaapp!!!

faJ: d laTe nyT oggLer.. definiteLy noT a sKo-deR. HAHAHAHAH!! *chiNg2*

oKies..i beTta geT suM sLeep. i goTta geT my aSs bacK to werK in a feW hOurs tyM!

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 8:15 PM :)

koTa tingGi - missiNg it

iTs aLmost 5aM in d morNing. aNd i can't sLeep. throat hurTz & mY noSe bLocked. =S bUt iTs aLLryT, i'M in higH spiriTz 'coS i'M juz bacK froM a reaLi2 exceLLent breaK@ kota tinGGi & i juz finIshed waTching a newLy boUght hindusTan VCD - faNaa. yeaH..i'M oggLing@ aaMir kHan & kaJol in d wEe hours of d mornIng. *griNzz*

nOw, let sum picTures dO d taLking.. =P:

peaCefuL & sereNe; fresH aIr & woNderfuL viEw iN d bacKgroUnd.. koTa rainforesT resort... i'M missiNg it badLy nOw!! *soBz2*

aNd another One.... niCe riGhttt??????!!!??

...we WenT naTure-treKking & meT smaLL buT bLood hunGry 'paCatz'...

..pOsed bY rocKz & soaKed ourseLves in fresH, cooL waTerz...

n oF koS..tOok loTz & loTz of picTures!!

..greaT coMpanY maKes d triP eveN more weRthwhiLe...(",)

teNk gOd for handphOnes & freNz wiF digiCamz & freNz hU shaRe d coMmon spirit of caMwhorinG!! muaHahahaha.. =P urs truLy heRe did nOt briNg her cammiE wif her (hint2: partLy bcOs suM ciPot borrOwed mY caMMie..lalalala..heehee..) & aLso partlY becOs i kNew taT suM others in d gruP woUld b eva faithFul in bringiNg theiR caMeras aLong! mOre piCz wiLl b coMing ur waY once i geT hoLd of d coPies froM d gerLz in d gruP. =)

i had sucH greaT fUn! i dId not eveN tinK about werK or dateLines. Life & tiMe seeM to stand stiLL once i crOssed d cauSewaY. ;o) jUz d breaK i neeDed. i'M so tenkfuL taT i stumBled on d resort weBsite about 2 yrs baCk. siNce thEn, i'Ve beeN wantinG & dying to Go to diS wunderfuL place. tenX to d sLacker maitez..taT dreaM of goinG theRe has been fuLfiLLed & i wouldn't miNd coMing deR once again!!!

i miSs d rustiC & spaciOus rooM. i miSs d fresH air. i miss d moUntain viEw. i miSs d ruggEd naTure treK (miNus d pacaTz!). i miSs d waTerfaLL. i miSs waLking in d raiN. i miSs d firefLies. i miSs d laTe nyT snaCk kenduriS. i miSs d pasaR maLam. i misS d coMpany. i miSs d lame jOkes. i miSs d cooL aiR, d biRds, d fooD huntinG & money counting. Gee.. caN i gO back deR agaiN?

So, as U caN see...i reaLi2 had toNnes of memOries oVer 3 daYs & 2 nyTz. tenX baBez & hunKz fEr firstLy, agrEeing tO d short hoLiday. reaLi appreciaTe thOse hu tooK leave & tyM off despite d naTure of ur werK respectiveLy. teNx feR d coMpanY - i thorouGhly enJoyed d joKes, d crappiNess & our sLack-Jackness. so gaNg, next yeaR hendaK ke maNa??

taT's mY kota tinGgi stinT in a nutsHell. More detaiLz weN i geT more picz, caN? *griNzz*

faJ is sO havinG a kota tinGgi haNgoVer. =P

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 8:10 PM :)

fLy me to d sky?
Friday, August 11, 2006

i lUrveee d soNGs bY diS koreaN gruP - fLy to d skY. verY r & b-isH. i loikeeee..hee. i tinK dis oNe's a theme soNg to suM drama series, if i'm not wrong. (",) enjoY!



oh my baG's not pacKed yet; bUT i'M all ready to go!!

fLy me to Kota tinggi!!!

wHeee...oFf to a weekEnd of fuN & relaxatioN! =P

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:15 AM :)

DeaR neW teNant
Thursday, August 03, 2006

deaR neW teNant

weLcome to yoUr neW home. i'M suRe u'LL loVe livinG heRe
as Much as I diD.

aWwwwWwww-inG stiLL oVer keaNu & sanDra...

Went thE caThay wiF coLLeaGuez-cuM-yoUng & energetiC ladIez to caTch "the LakehoUse" after werK yesTerdaY. of coUrse, beinG a koreaN muVee tracKer, i kNew @d bacK of mY heaRd taT LakehoUse is a reMake of "iLL maRe".

So oFf gOes 3 laDies, wiF ice-creaMs froM beN & jerrY's chucKed intO pLastic baGs, smuggLed intO d theaTEr. we thorOughLy enJoyed d shOW.. n aYasaN & kiaH r oUt to graB d koreaN versiOn of d mUvee, n awaiTing d reLease oF d muVee VCD. HeEe..gOo-gOo ga-Ga! =P

waD caN i saY...d shOw is sOoo shUweeeTttt.
iMagine having foUnd d One, onLy to fiND out that boTh of U are in twO entireLy tyM zonEs? fWaaAah..caN't fatHom it happeniNg...*guLpzz* N i emPathisE & sympathiSe d guY more in d engLish versioN. pOor guY had to waiT fer 4 lonG yeaRs befoRe meeting D oNE. weLL, wouLd anYone b abLe to waiT taT lonG?

"How dO you hoLd on to soMeone you'Ve neVa meT?":
coMMunicatioN & feeLingz traNsCendinG tyM


iTz kinda cooL anywaY, to b abLe to communicaTe throUgh maiLboxes liKe taT. in our conText, i tinK it wouLd reaLi freaK us out to seE ouR letTerboxes opEn & cLose wiTh nOtes froM d pasT or fuTure. heeE. especiaLLy, kaLo deR r peoPle liKe me out thEre, whO check their letterbOxes at nYt. HAhahhahHAHha!!!!!!!!

~finaLLy foUnd U~

LakeHouse - d heaRtachE, d reaLisatioNs, d yearnIngs & longings, d waiT...n finaLLy bLiss..(",) iT was paiNfuL, bUt definiteLy wertH d waiT & d paTiencE.

hMmm..iF i couLd chaNge d coUrse of hisTory or soMethiNg in tyM...waD wouLd i do o wad coUld i haVe doNe?

i wouLd haVe been more carefuL@ taT instaNt....

i woULd asK iT to stoP & tinK..

i couLd have beeN married by nOw, or sooNer.

couLd i?

neVatheLEss..no regreTs. (",)

tO whOm it maY concerN:
coUld i geT a house by d Lake? HeeHee..

~ Even though this is clearly impossible, it's amazing... ~

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:05 AM :)

coMe, coMe-laH over heRe..*hEEeHeee*
Tuesday, August 01, 2006

a soNg by varioUs indoNesian artisTs.. sO kiutt d soNg.. =P paUse d soNg pLayer oN ur ryT 1st if U waNna vieW d cLip yeaH? heeHee..



Marilah kemari..hei hei hei..kawan..
aku lari sini...hei hei hei..oh kasiiih..
maRi bergemBira bersaMa-saMa..
hilangkaN hati duKa lara...
laLalalalala... =P


-thOughTz sPoKen @ 2:01 PM :)