falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**a PreggiE's refLectioN**
**coMic reLief**
**Date Of d yeaR....**
**d oNe abOut motHerhOod...**
**I loVe U becaUse......**
**d missiNg pieCe is missiNg agaiN**
**d iNNer d(A)emOn**
**picTure perFect**
**speLL: e-L-e-v-e-N**
**mY reD 'Ain**

Lost Memories

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keNa taGGed laGikkk...
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Ok. i Owe aiN a taG; sO muz do lorr. *roLL eyeZ* =P

bUt weLL, soMe oNe beaT U to iT. *ahaKz*

Bagi menjiMatkan maSa serTa teNaga, daN juga kuaSa eLektriK yaNg mengHiduPkan koMputer, siLa lungsUri ke SINI.

kwaKwakwa.. u probabLy haVe seeN it. But stiLL, enJoi readIng beb!!

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 2:12 PM :)

sHadez oF greY

CautioN: eNtry maY be hAzardous. dUn chOke on ur Lungz.

iTz d Last weeK oF juNe. iTz haLfwaY pasT 2006. werLdcuP. prOgraMmes kicKing iN. ReviEwing of caSes. moNthz, weeKz, daYz, hOurs, miNutes & secoNdz ticKing bY.

sOmetYmz, u'Re so sUre about wHere u'Re headiNg tO. sUmtyMz, u'Re so Sure oF wAd u'Ve becoMe; hoW mucH u'Ve groWn uP. suMtyMz, u'Re sO suRe of uR beLiefz & ideaLz taT nuTinG caN knoCk u dOWn. sUmtyMz, U tiNk u'Re ryT.

deN it kicKz iN. taT teeNy weeNy biT oF "waD iFz, hOw caN, & is Itz?". sTartz wiF an inkLing droP of maYbez; to darKer shaDez of greYing doUbtz....

waD iF uR certaiNtiEs aRen't taT cerTain aFter aLL? waD iF waD u'Ve beLieveD in maY noT b d werThy cAuse? waD iF, hU u beLieveD U aRe, iS iN faCt sUmoNe hU u wouLdn't oNe to becoMe?

liKE shaDowz, d shaDes of greY creeP intO d un/sUB-coNscioUs. foLLows n grOws in U. weN d coNsciOus reaLises..perhaPz bY deN, u'Re nutiNg buT a coNfuSed waNdereR, wonderiNg waD LiFe has inviTed in.

i aM rambLing. aM i rambLing?

No.

Juz waNDeriNg. inTo d creviCez oF a boggLed miNd.

sUmtymz, i tinK i greY & cLoud mY toTz tOO much.

juZ compLicated.
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lessOn learNt: resPect is easiEr saId, thaN giVen; eaSier conCeptuaLised tHan exempLarisEd [iF deR eVa is suCh a weRd].

Yes, tO each his oWn oPiniOn. inSist oN oNe's oWn opInioN. pErsisT oN oNe's owN opInioN. n ResisT d oThers' opInioN.

pOut & gLoat. whIne & decLine. eRuptEd & emotiOnz disRuptEd.

jUz 2 buiLD d feNce aroUnd opInioNz; Not yeT truThz.

suM1 saiD "uLtimateLy, at d eNd of d daY.. wE Noe taT d werLd is bIgger thAn ourseLves. oUr oPiniOnz maY nOt b d truTh; we mAy be wroNg."

d vaLue & beauTy of resPect. gOtta learn & dO MORE of taT.

smaLL. i'M reaLi, reaLi smaLL.

goTta lOOk beYond mYseLf.
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iTz easiEr fOr peoPle to poInt to uR fauLtz; thaN ur merItz.

weN faUltz r surfaceD, rejEctiOn & oBjectIOn maY kicK iN. (phaSe I)

iF iT dies @ pHase I; u'Re in fer trouBle.

mOve oN to pHase tO: rejeCtiOn >>>> oBjecTioN >>>> exaMinatiOn (pHase II)

Hu nOes, fer suM straNge cycLe of Life oR paTh of kaRma; d fauLtz r Not meRe weRdz frOm a persOn's moUthz. But bLindsPotz U faiL to checK 'cOs u'R tOO foCused oN d driVe aheaD.

haS reaLisatiOn kicKed iN..yeT?

iT is aLso easY to poInt oUt peoPle's fauLtz deN meriTz.

saMe proCess haPPens: reJectiOn n ObjecTion (of d oPPosite nOt aLigneD to oNe's oWn beLiefs, tasTes & vaLues).

agaiN, YOU wiLL diE if U stoP heRe.

(Phase II) exaMinatiOn of yaNg emPunya dIri viS-a-ViS d oBjecT oF ur scrUtinY. r U anY lEss? Or MoRe? r Ur grouses justifiaBle?

reaLisatiOnz, reaLisatiOnz. haRd tO hiT weN we oFteN hiDe Our braInz behInd thicK skuLLz surroUnded bY liquIdz oF seLf-absorBEncy.
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IT IS ME I'M SCRUTINISING.

me. d wanDerer.

at waR wif myseLf.

mY weaPon: spraY caNs oF diFFereNt shaDez of greY painT.

PSSSSSSSSttTTTttTTttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:58 PM :)

HeRe or tHere?
Tuesday, June 20, 2006

yEs, beeN quiTe suM tyM. heRe i m aLL stoNed. hoMe aLone wiF my brO. maK & paK baLik kaMpunG. shUd turN in sOOn 'coS proGraMme's staRted. wiLL b oUt of ofiS d whoLe weeK's morninGz; coMe bacK stoNed tO d ofiS. *stiLL uNdeciDed oN hOw i sHud b feeLing..keKeke*

i'M on a roLL for:
  • coMpletiNg my caSe recoRdingz
  • haVing caSe marathOnz; meetiNg up oLd 'freNz' & doIng a raiN checK on hoW deY'r doiNg.
  • coveriNg fEr a VIP hu'S beeN awaY n aLhamduLillah, is bacK. =P
  • coUntinG mY limiTed caSh n d cOming weeKend..kreKrekre..
  • craCking my heaD; sQueeZing creaTive braIn juiCes to susTain & enGage a gruP of foUr
gEe..diS d tyM wHere d MSN "woLf seeiNg staRz & fainTing" icOn shuD coMe oUt. kweKWekwe..

niwaEz, beeN stucK on ciK CT's neW soNg. greaT nEws taT she's settLing doWn...givE her a breaK lah. leT her maRRy hu shE deeMz fit 2b her husbaNd. aPo saJo lah oGhang2 nie. taKde kOjer laiN kot?

sIni siTu saNa siNi - Siti NurhaLiza
froM her latesT aLbum: "traNskriPsi"

Chorus


Di Bawah Cinta Satu Benua

Ku Berlari Mencari Satu Cinta
Cintamu Ku Ke Syurga
Kan Ku Bawa Ia

Di Bawah Cinta Satu Benua
Ku Berlari Mencari Satu Cinta
Cinta Ku Kan Ke Syurga
Kau, Ku Bawa Ia
(Siti Situ Sana Sini)

Verse 1
Pernahkah Kau Terfikirkan Aku
Perlukah Ku Mencuba
Haruskah Ku Mengalah ohhh…
Cintaku Damba
Situ Sana Sini Tak Tercipta…

Pre Chorus
Jauh Berlari
Cinta Ku Pasti
Pudar Nanti… Dirimu
Dengan Hati
Ke Awan (yang) Biru Terbangku

Ulang Chorus

Verse 2
Ingin Aku Dibelai Cintamu
Ingin Aku Dirinduimu
Tak Tercapai Perasaan
Bawaku Terbang Bersamamu Kasih…

Ulang Pre Chorus
Ulang Chorus

Bridge
Seribu Musim Berganti
Hari Berulang Hari
Impikan Kau Hadir Di Sisi
Nyanyian Sukmaku
Teruskanku Di Sini Menanti Kasih..

Ulang Chorus



Click here to lisTen to her soNg..

tiLL deN..ciaOz, peoPle of d werLd.

yeS, yes..i kNow. suCh a borinG enTry.

*faJ yaWnzzZzz*

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:34 PM :)

deaRest naNa....
Monday, June 12, 2006

Cik naNa, U taGged mE...sO, 'tiS for yOu. *winKzz*

Name 3 schools you went to :
Rulang Primary, Commonwealth Secondary, National Junior College

Name 3 things in your purse/handbag :
Keys, Wet Tissue, Wallet

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed :
bLog, geT@liFe wiF my sLacker maTez, caVe in my roOm to watch lotSa VCDS

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis :
oFis, kedaI maKan, toiLet?

Name 3 favorite fruits :
hoNeydeW, watermeLon & maNgga

Name 3 names you go by :
faJ, ciK jaJa, Jaja-BeaN? =P

Name 3 of your favorite foods :
asaM pedas, Nasi ayaM penYet & Ban Mien

Name 3 things you are wearing right now :
sweaTer, kaIn batik & t-shirT. keKeke..

Name 3 who is in the house with you :
maK, apaK & yoyO, my younger bruDder.

Name 3 who are you thinking about right now :
yuYun (in pahaNg haVing fUn); deaR (in Zzz-Land oredI) & mY nePhew, furQan

Who did you last talk to on the phone??
The MAN. ;o)

Who do you sit next to in your 5th period class??
IrreleVant to my life staGe.

Who was the last person you told you loved??
erMmm....The MAN. *griNzz*

Who do you wish you were with right now??
mY 4th sisTer. i Need to pOur my woEz.

Who gets on your nerves the most at school??
sUm1 caLLed THE DOC. pFFftt.

Where do you live??
my fLat?

Where is your phone??
Hp's oN my Bed. Home pHone's in d liVing rOOm

Where do you sleep??
mY queeN-siZed spaCious beD.

Where is the last place you took a ride to??
iMM?

Where in your house are you??
my rOOm laH

What was the last thing you ate??
toaSted breaD. 3 pieCes. yuM2

What color shirt are you wearing??
reD sHort-slEeved shirt; blUe sleeves.

What is the closest item near you that is blue??
mY bed sheet!!

What do you like best about school??
buMMing aroUnd & stone-Ing. carinG 'bout nuting in d werLd.

What is your favorite color??
purpLish pinK

What do you wear more: jeans or shorts??
undiEs considereD shorts or not? *ahaKzz*

What is the last movie that you watched??
tHe Nun

When did you start school?
K1. 5, i tinK.

When is your birthday?
July 7th

When did you last go to the mall?
juZ now. IMM. HAHA!

When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?
erMmm...in March kot?

When did you last burn something?
burNt a videO fiLe to a diSC.



yaaY!! i surviveD d taGging quiZ!! *faJ juMpz in Joy* naNa, u ouGht to buY me a drinK taU! i'm doiNg diS@ 1.15am nie. =P

So now..its my turn to tag peopLe. deaR freNz, if U'v been tagged, coPy & pasTe d questiOnz aboVe & dO d quiZzie oN yoUr bLog!!! =)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:15 PM :)