The picture below was devised as part of a stress test developed by researchers at St. Mary's Hospital in London . It is the final picture of a series of stress determinations to gauge the amount of stress patient has built up over a short time. Look at the picture of two dolphins jumping out of the water in tandem.
The research has shown that the more differences you notice in the two dolphins, the more stressed you are. This is attributed to the concentration and recognition influences intensifying when stressed. The two are very similar, so if you can tell the difference without looking hard, you should pack up work and go home immediately.
kwenG..kweNg...
iF everY workeR takes d tesT, i'M posiTive deR'd b nO indusTry & offiCes operaTing oN every work daY! HAHA!
Have nOt beeN updatiNg dis blOggie fer quite suM tyM. oRganized chaOs iN proCess. wiLL updaTe sOon aFter i'Ve regisTered aLL d fiLes oF mY liFe's haPpeninGz..aNd havE reCeived a gisT of insPiratiOn to actuaLi put deM in weRdz.
tiL deN..hePi mid-Week foLkz! (",)
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:19 AM :)
desPerate hoUsegirL
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
.i aM sO scrEweD.
2 more daYz to TP aNd i aM feeLing sO scrEweD.aArgH. i'm reaLi choKing. chOkinG. cHoking.
i screWed uP circuiT juz nOw. maKing mistaKed i'Ve not made in d loNgest of tyM. n d mistakeZ juz haVe to suRfaCe 2 dayz awaY froM mY tesT.
OhmiGawD.
heLp. heLp.
stoP choKing n duN choKe pLeaSee.
aNd kicK sumting tOo.. =S
caN someone gimme a huG??
aM in dire neeD of it... *soBzz*
i wAaan..cAan??
BooHooHooo..
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:10 AM :)
beCause I am a GirL
Monday, April 17, 2006
finaLLy..i'Ve found d titLe of d cLip i posTed d otHer daY. yeaHz..d oNe taT made maNy peoPle crY. *ahaKzz* me incLuded lah! =P
d soNg's titLed "beCause I am a girL" by d baNd - kiSS. Its in KoreaN, wiF maNy other versioNz - engLish, freNch, jaPanese. Dey eveN haVe it iN vietnaMese & tagaLog! fWaaaaah...mcM werLdwide phenomenoN gitU d sonG. cHeck dis liNk oUt: becaUse i'M a girL
weLL..herE r d LyriCz to d soNg:
BecaUse I'm a girL - KisS
Korean:
Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainik
{narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago noboda johun sarammannagir barandago nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde
sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso
ENGLISH:
I just cant understand the hearts of men they tell you they want you and then they leave you this is the first time, you're special I believed those words and I was so happy
you should have told me you didn't like me any more but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me although I will curse you I'll still miss you since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
i heard that if you give up things too easily to a man, he will get bored with you i don't think this is wrong a girl says that she will never be fooled again but she will fall in love again
you should have told me you didn't like me any more but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me although I will curse you I'll still miss you since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
{narration] Hey babe the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel we were so happy together but I know now I've been blind you told me that you'd never let me down whenever I needed you you'd always be here I can forgive but I cant forget even though you hurt me I still love you I still love you
{Narration} (Guy, only in the music video) There someone I'm in love with... Although I can't be with her now... I'm still in love with her...
Goo Hye Jin - HeroiNe of d musiC videO
Shin HyuN Joon - d bLind knIght of d muSic videO
d voicEs behiNd d soNg - kiSs
Now, leT's lisTen to d KoreaN, engLish, jaPanese & freNch versiOn. Guess i'Ve goTta werK on my koRean foR dis song.. *griNzz* iTz gOnna B a fiNe daY todaY.. ;o)
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:20 AM :)
moVed
Sunday, April 16, 2006
waS Blog-HoppiNg & foUnd diS on suM1's blOggie. yer laH, gud tiNgz we sHare maah?
meLeleh air mata aKu baCa. eVa sinCe attendiNg d moduLe on d proPhet s.a.W., seNang terUsik hati niE biLa memBaca kisaH2 Rasullullah. nOt taT i diN appreciaTe wad He has did foR us in d pasT, i dO. Juz taT nOw i'M oLder, i'M betteR abLe to appreciAte & hayaTi pengorBanan2nYa & kemuLiaannYa. tsK..tsK.. he Loves us sO much, masyaAllah. :') ____________________________________________________________
Diriwayatkan bahawa surah Al-Maaidah ayat 3 diturunkan sesudah waktu Asar iaitu pada hari Jumaat di Padang Arafah pada musim haji penghabisan (Wada') Pada masa itu Rasulullah S.A.W. berada di Padang Arafah di atas unta. Ketika ayat ini diturunkan Rasulullah tidak begitu jelas penerimaan nya, untuk mengingati isi dan makna yang terkandung di dalam ayat tersebut, Baginda bersandar pada unta beliau sambil unta tersebut duduk perlahan-lahan. Setelah itu turun malaikat Jibrail A.S dan berkata:"Wahai Muhammad, sesungguhnya pada hari ini telah aku sempurnakan urusan agamamu, maka terputuslah apa yang diperintahkan oleh Allah S.W.T. dan demikian juga apa yang terlarang olehNya. Oleh itu kamu kumpulkan para sahabatmu dan beritahu mereka bahawa hari ini adalah hari terakhir aku bertemu dengan kamu." Sebaik sahaja malaikat Jibrail A.S pergi maka Rasulullah S.A.W pun berangkat ke Mekah dan terus ke Madinah. Setelah Rasulullah S.A.W mengumpulkan para sahabat beliau, maka Rasulullah pun menceritakan apa yang telah di beritahu oleh malaikat Jibrail A.S. Apabila para sahabat mendengar hal demikian maka mereka pun gembira sambil berkata:"Agama kita telah sempurna! agama kita telah sempurna!" Apabila Abu Bakar mendengar keterangan Rasulullah S.A.W. itu, dia tidak dapat menahan kesedihannya maka dia pun kembali ke rumah lalu mengunci pintu dan menangis. Abu Bakar menangis dari pagi hingga ke malam. Kisah tentang Abu Bakar r.a menangis telah sampai kepada sahabat yang lain, maka berkumpullah para sahabat di hadapan rumah Abu Bakar r.a dan mereka berkata:"Wahai Abu Bakar, apakah yang telah membuat kamu menangis sehingga sebegini sekali keadaan mu? Sepatutnya kamu berasa gembira sebab agama kita telah sempurna." Mendengar pertanyaan dari para sahabat maka Abu Bakar r.a pun berkata:" Wahai para sahabatku, kamu semua tidak tahu tentang musibah yang menimpa kamu, tidakkah kamu tahu bahawa apabila sesuatu perkara itu telah sempurna maka akan kelihatan lah kekurangannya. Dengan turunnya ayat tersebut bahawa ianya menunjukkan perpisahan kita dengan Rasulullah S.A.W. Hasan dan Husin menjadi yatim dan para isteri Nabi menjadi janda." Setelah mendengar penjelasan dari Abu Bakar r.a maka sedarlah mereka akan kebenaran kata-kata Abu Bakar r.a, lalu mereka menangis. Tangisan mereka telah di dengar oleh para shabat yang lain, maka mereka pun terus memberitahu Rasulullah S.A.W. tentang apa yang mereka lihat itu. Salah seorang dari sahabat berkata:" Ya Rasulullah, kami baru balik dari rumah Abu Bakar r.a dan kami dapati ramai orang menangis dengan suara yang kuat di hadapan rumah beliau." Apabila Rasulullah mendengar keterangan dari sahabat itu, maka berubahlah muka Rasulullah dan dengan segera beliau bergegas ke rumah Abu Bakar r.a. Sebaik sahaja Rasulullah sampai di rumah Abu Bakar r.a maka Rasulullah S.A.W melihat kesemua mereka yang menangis dan bertanya. "Wahai sahabatku, kenapakah kamu semua menangis?" Kemudian Ali r.a berkata:" Ya Rasulullah S.A.W., Abu Bakar mengatakan dengan turunnya ayat ini membawa tanda bahawa wafat mu telah dekat. Adakah ini benar, ya Rasulullah?" Lalu Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Semua yang dikata oleh Abu Bakar r.a adalah benar dan sesungguhnya masa untuk aku meninggalkan kamu semua telah hampir dekat." Sebaik sahaja Abu Bakar r.a mendengar pengakuan Rasulullah S.A.W maka dia menangis sekuat tenaganya sehingga dia jatuh pengsan sementara Ali r.a pula mengeletar seluruh tubuhnya. Dan para sahabat yang lain menangis dengan sekuat-kuat yang mereka mampu. Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. bersalam dengan para sahabat satu demi satu dan berwasiat kepada mereka. [Kisah Rasulullah S.A.W hidup selepas turunnya ayat terakhir itu ada yang menyatakan 81 hari, 50 hari, 35 hari dan ada juga yang mengatakan 21 hari.] Pada saat sudah dekat ajal Rasulullah S.A.W., beliau menyuruh Bilah bin Rabah azan untuk mengerjakan solat, lalu berkumpullah para Muhajirin dan Ansar di masjid Rasulullah S.A.W. kemudian Rasulullah menunaikan solat 2 rakaat bersama semua yang hadir. Setelah selesai mengerjakan solat beliau bangun dan naik ke atas mimbar dan berkata: "Alhamdulillah, wahai para muslimin, sesungguhnya saya adalah seorang Nabi yang diutus dan mengajak orang kepada jalan Allah dengan izin Nya, dan saya ini adalah sebagai saudara kandung kamu, yang kasih sayang pada kamu semua seperti seorang ayah. Oleh itu kalau sesiapa mempunyai hak untuk dituntut, maka hendaklah dia bangun dan memberitahu saya sebelum saya dituntut di hari kiamat." Rasulullah berkata sebanyak tiga kali kemudian bangun seorang lelaki yang bernama 'Ukasyah Bin Muhshan' dan berkata:" Demi ayah dan ibuku Ya Rasulullah S.A.W., kalau anda mengumumkan kepada kami berkali- kali sudah tentu saya tidak mahu mengemukakan hal ini." Lalu 'Ukasyah berkata lagi: "Sesungguhnya dalam perang Badar, saya bersamamu Ya Rasulullah, pada masa itu saya mengikuti unta anda dari belakang, setelah dekat saya pun turun menghampiri anda dengan tujuan supaya dapat mencium peha anda, tetapi anda telah mengambil tongkat dan memukul unta anda supaya berjalan cepat, yang mana pada masa itu anda terpukul pada tulang rusuk saya. Oleh itu saya hendak tahu sama ada anda sengaja atau cuma hendak memukul unta tersebut." Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai Ukasyah, Rasulullah sengaja memukul kamu." Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata kepada Bilal r.a.: "Wahai Bilal, kamu pergi ke rumah Fatimah dan ambilkan tongkat aku ke mari." Bilal keluar dari masjid menuju ke rumah Fatimah sambil meletakkan tangannya di atas kepala dengan berkata:"Rasulullah telah menyediakan dirinya untuk di balas (qishash)." Setelah Bilal sampai di rumah Fatimah maka Bilal pun memberi salam dan mengetuk pintu. Kemudian Fatimah r.a menyahut dengan berkata:" Siapakah di pintu?" Lalu Bilal berkata:"Saya Bilal, saya diperintahkan oleh Rasulullah S.A.W. untuk mengambil tongkatnya." Kemudian Fatimah berkata:" Wahai Bilal, untuk apa ayahku meminta tongkatnya?" Bilal berkata:"Wahai Fatimah, Rasulullah S.A.W. telah menyediakan dirinya untuk di qishash." Fatimah bertanya lagi:"Wahai Bilal, siapakah manusia yang sampai hatinya untuk mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W.?" Bilal tidak menjawab pertanyaan Fatimah r.a., sebaik sahaja Fatimah r.a memberikan tongkat tersebut maka Bilal pun membawa nya kepada Rasulullah S.A.W. Setelah Rasulullah S.A.W. menerima tongkat tersebut dari Bilal maka beliau pun menyerahkan kepada 'Ukasyah'. Melihat hal yang demikian maka Abu Bakar r.a. dan Umar r.a tampil ke hadapan sambil berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah, janganlah kamu qishash baginda Rasulullah S.A.W., tetapi kamu qishashlah kami berdua." Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. mendengar kata-kata Abu Bakar dan Umar maka dengan segera baginda berkata:"Wahai Abu Bakar dan Umar, duduk lah kamu sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T. telah menetapkan tempat untuk kamu berdua." Kemudian Ali r.a. bangun lalu berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah! aku adalah orang yang sentiasa berada disamping Rasulullah S.A.W. oleh itu kamu pukul lah aku dan janganlah kamu mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W." Lalu Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai Ali, duduklah kamu, sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T. telah menetapkan tempatmu dan mengetahui isi hati mu." Setelah itu Hasan dan Husin bangun dan berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah, bukankah kamu tidak tahu bahawa kami ini adalah cucu Rasulullah S.A.W., kalau kamu mengqishash kami sama dengan kamu mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W." Mendengar kata-kata cucunya Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata: "Wahai buah hatiku, duduklah kamu berdua." Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai 'Ukasyah, pukul lah saya kalau kamu hendak memukul." Kemudian 'Ukasyah berkata:" Ya Rasulullah S.A.W. anda telah memukul saya sewaktu saya tidak memakai baju." Maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun membuka baju, sebaik sahaja Rasulullah S.A.W. membuka baju maka menangislah semua yang hadir. Sebaik sahaja 'Ukasyah melihat tubuh badan Rasulullah S.A.W. maka dia pun mencium beliau dan berkata: "Saya tebus anda dengan jiwa saya, ya Rasulullah S.A.W. Siapakah yang sanggup memukul anda. Saya melakukan begini adalah sebab saya hendak menyentuh badan anda yang dimuliakan oleh Allah S.W.T. dengan badan saya dan Allah S.W.T menjaga saya dari neraka dengan kehormatanmu." Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Dengarlah kamu sekelian, sekiranya kamu hendak melihat ahli syurga, inilah orangnya." Kemudian semua para jemaah bersalaman atas kegembiraan mereka terhadap peristiwa yang sangat genting itu. Setelah itu para jemaah berkata:" Wahai 'Ukasyah, inilah keuntungan yang paling besar bagimu, engkau telah memperolehi darjat yang tinggi dan bertemankan Rasulullah S.A.W. di dalam syurga." Kemudian Allah mewahyukan kepada malaikat Izrail:"Wahai Izrail, pergilah kamu kepada kekasihku dengan sebaik-baik rupa dan apabila kamu hendak mencabut rohnya maka hendaklah kamu melakukan dengan cara yang paling lembut sekali.Apabila kamu pergi kerumahnya maka minta izinlah terlebih dahulu, kalau di izinkan kamu masuk maka masuklah kamu ke rumahnya dan kalau dia tidak mengizinkan kamu masuk maka hendaklah kamu kembali kepada ku. Sebaik sahaja malaikat Izrail mendapat perintah dari Allah S.W.T. maka malaikat Izrail pun dengan segera menyerupai seorang Arab Badwi. Setelah malaikat Izrail sampai dihadapan rumah Rasulullah S.A.W. maka dia pun memberi salam:"Assalamu alaikum yaa ahla baitin nunuwwati wa ma danir risaalati aadkhulu?" (Mudah-mudahan keselamatan tetap untuk kamu sekelian, wahai penghuni rumah nabi dan sumber risalah, bolehkah saya masuk?") Apabila Fatimah mendengar orang memberi salam maka dia pun berkata:"Wahai hamba Allah, Rasulullah S.A.W. sedang sibuk sebab sakitnya yang semakin berat." Kamudian malaikat Izrail berkata lagi seperti permulaannya, dan kali ini seruan malaikat itu telah didengar oleh Rasulullah S.A.W. dan Rasulullah S.A.W. bertanya kepada Fatimah r.a:" Wahai Fatimah, siapakah di depan pintu itu." Maka Fatimah r.a berkata:"Ya Rasulullah, ada seorang Arab Badwi memanggilmu dan aku telah katakan kepadanya bahawa anda sedang sibuk sebab sakit, sebaliknya dia memandang saya dengan tajam sehingga merasa mengigil badan saya." Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Wahai Fatimah, tahu kah kamu siapakah orang itu?" Jawab Fatimah:"Tidak ayah." Dia adalah malaikat Izrail, malaikat yang akan memutuskan segala macam nafsu syahwat yang memisahkan perkumpulan- perkumpulan dan yang memusnahkan semua rumah serta meramaikan penghuni kubur." Fatimah r.a. tidak dapat menahan air matanya lagi setelah mengetahui bahawa saat perpisahan dengan ayahnya telah hampir, dia menangis sepuas-puasnya. Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. mendengar tangisan Fatimah maka beliau pun berkata:" Janganlah engkau menangis wahai Fatimah, engkaulah orang pertama dalam keluargaku akan bertemu dengan aku." Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. menjemput malaikat Izrail masuk. Maka malaikat Izrail pun masuk dengan mengucap: "Assalamualaikum ya Rasulullah." Lalu Rasulullah menjawab:"Wa alaikas saalamu, wahai Izrail engkau datang menziarahi aku atau untuk mencabut rohku?" Izrail berkata:"Kedatangan saya adalah untuk menziarahi mu dan mengambil roh mu, itupun kalau kamu izinkan, kalau tidak izinkan maka aku akan kembali." Rasulullah berkata:"Wahai Izrail, dimanakah kamu tinggalkan Jibrail?" Izrail berkata:"Saya tinggalkan Jibrail A.S. di langit dunia, semua para malaikat sedang memuliakan dia." Tidak berapa saat kemudian, Jibrail A.S. pun turun dan duduk dekat kepala Rasulullah S.A.W. Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. melihat kedatangan Jibrail A.S. maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata:"Wahai Jibrail, tahukah kamu bahawa ajalku sudah dekat?" Jibrail berkata:" Ya, aku memang tahu." Rasulullah S.A.W. bertanya lagi:"Wahai Jibrail beritahu kepadaku kemuliaan yang mengembirakan aku disisi Allah S.W.T." Jibrail A.S. berkata:"Sesungguhnya semua pintu langit telah dibuka, para malaikat bersusun rapi mananti roh mu di langit. Kesemua para bidadari sudah berhias menanti kehadiran rohmu." Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Sekarang kamu katakan pula tentang umatku pada hari Kiamat nanti." Jibrail A.S berkata:" Allah S.W.T. telah berfirman: "Sesungguhnya Aku telah melarang semua nabi masuk ke syurga sebelum engkau masuk terlebih dahulu, dan aku juga melarang semua umat memasuki syurga sebelum umat mu memasuki syurga." Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Wahai Izrail, dekat lah kamu kepadaku." Setelah itu malaikat Izrail pun memulakan tugasnya apabila roh itu sampai pada pusat, maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata:"Wahai Jibrail alangkah dasyatnya rasa mati." Jibrail mengalihkan pandangan dari Rasulullah apabila mendengar kata -kata beliau. Melihat telatah Jibrail itu, maka Rasulullah pun berkata: "Wahai Jibrail, apakah kamu tidak suka melihat wajahku?" Jibrail A.S berkata:"Wahai kekasih Allah, siapakah orang yang sanggup melihat wajah mu di kala kamu dalam sakaratul maut?" Anas bin Malik berkata:"Apabila roh Rasulullah S.A.W. telah sampai di dada beliau bersabda:"Aku wasiatkan kepada kamu semua menjaga solat dan apa-apa yang telah diperintahkan ke atas atasmu." Ali r.a. berkata:"Sesungguhnya Rasulullah S.A.W.ketika menjelang saat-saat terakhir, telah mengerakkan kedua bibir beliau sebanyak dua kali dan saya meletakkan telinga saya dekat Rasulullah S.A.W. dia berkata:"Umatku, Umatku."
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:55 PM :)
iN diRe NEED
Saturday, April 15, 2006
i serioUsly tinK taT for d pasT weeK, i'Ve dispLayed oBvioUs psycHo-soMatic syMptoMz of waD i caLL tHE "coUntLess Re-sIttiNg of d TP tesT" sYndroMe.
*siGhz*
MoodiNess. Lack of foKus. bWain freeZe. nOn-ProductiviTy. haLLucinatiOn. imaGininG d weRst. lOw esTeeM & confideNce.
*doUbLe siGh & pFfffFTtt*
aaaaaaRRRRRRgggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
chiLL piLL. CAN I HAVE IT??
aiYoooo...i waNt to Pass. i'M juz not suRe if deY'd let mE.
BooHooHoo.
Can i haVe soMe vaLiuM PLeaaaseeeeeee??
4 mORe daYz.
coM'oN faJ..u caN do dIs!!
*baaAh!!*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:52 PM :)
jUz fer fuN
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language
N No..iT is sOOO Not ez gettiNg over breaK-uPz! *pffFFtt*
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.
meT my gerLfreN fer a heaRtaChe consoLing sessiOn. goiNg tHru' suM braiN-draiNing criSes@d moMent. neeDed tO de-sTress, de-Bug & wunDer 'boUt LiFe's De-CisioNz maDe by cerTain individuaLz.
*pfFFfftTt*
taT asiDe..lemme basK in:
jaMes fraNco & sopHia myLes..oNe heLluva cuTe guY & oNe heLLuva suWit laDy. *faJ has dreaMy eyeZ oVer jaMes fraNco*
jaMes fraNco is d epitoMe of d tortUred arTist, faLLing in LurVee wiF his uncLe's wiFe. sucH sWeet sOrrOw shaKespeaRe wOuLd saY. *sIgh* jUZ looK@his eyeZ..oFten gLassY & seemingLy on d briNk of teaRz. Juz maKes me poNder hOw suMtymz liFe's circuMstances couLd puT oNe iN suCh a screWed uP positIon. yeaH..i taLked of choicEs recentLy. Now i'M taLking aBout Not haVing taT luxuRy of making much oF a choIce.
i coUld juZ chOke myseLf to deaTh if i'M puT in TriStan & isoLde's situatIon. *faJ chOke chOke chOke*
as suM1 whO very mucH lOved histOry as a studenT, n stiLL do..i was literaLLy awW-ing@d medieVal proPz, costuMes & oF koS, d irisH & briTon cuLture. (",) isoLde's gOwn sOoO nice & aLL d meN in d medieVal warriOr outfiTz!
isoLde wiF her gOwn & shawL-lOoking tinGy
AaAh..wad mORe caN i saY aBout jaMes franco?? sO ruGged.. *aWww*
trisTaN has to Go..'coS isoLde's faTher d irish kiNg, IS scoUting d shOres.. gO trisTan gO!
Tristan: Come with me. Come with me! Isolde: I can't! Tristan: Why not? Please! Isolde: Tristan, we both know this can't be, we've known it from the start. That doesn't mean it isn't true, it is, it just cannot be. I want to know that you're alive somewhere thinking of me from time to time. I want to know that there's more to this life and I can't know that if they kill you. Please! Go.
This entRy wuN b comPlete wiThout qUotes froM d Muvee..d mOSt moVing & aWw-iNg quOte frOm d mUvee:
IsoLde readz to TristaN:
I wonder by my troth, what thou and I Did, till we loved? were we not wean'd till then? But suck'd on country pleasures, childishly? Or snorted we in the Seven Sleepers' den? 'Twas so ; but this, all pleasures fancies be ; If ever any beauty I did see, Which I desired, and got, 'twas but a dream of thee. And now good-morrow to our waking souls, Which watch not one another out of fear ; For love all love of other sights controls, And makes one little room an everywhere. Let sea-discoverers to new worlds have gone ; Let maps to other, worlds on worlds have shown ; Let us possess one world ; each hath one, and is one. My face in thine eye, thine in mine appears, And true plain hearts do in the faces rest; Where can we find two better hemispheres Without sharp north, without declining west? Whatever dies, was not mix'd equally; If our two loves be one, or thou and I Love so alike that none can slacken, none can die.
whiLe isoLde was nursIng trisTan's woUnd:
Tristan: What's your name? Isolde: Oh, I think it's better if we don't bother with names. Tristan: How can I thank you if I don't have your name? Isolde: You just did. If you insist, my name is Bragnae. I'm a lady in waiting at the court. My parents are dead. My mother is the source of the kindness you find so puzzling. My father would've left you where you fell. Tristan: Tristan of Aragon. Isolde: Well Tristan of Aragon, I'd guess about you too, but I think I've already seen everything.
loRd maRke, trisTan's uncLe..was tryIng to persuaDe tristan to taKe a wiFe. he had goTten by dis tyM, his wiFe..isoLde to expLain to trisTan waD luRvee is..:
Isolde: Love is as strong as death. Why be capable of feelings if we're not to have them? Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours? Tristan: There are other things to live for; duty, honor. Isolde: They are not life Tristan. They are shells of life. Love is made by God. Ignore it and you suffer as you cannot imagine. Tristan: Then I will no longer live without it.
aiYooo..sucH exquisiTe paIn..i caNNot angkaT. LookIng@trisTan's eyEz lonGing & saDdened bY d paiN of seeinG his loVe wiF another love of hiS (geddiT?) caN maKe oNe meLt & teaR too..
To my deaR baBez@werK, no gerLz.. i totaLLy wouLdn't mind catchiNg it a 2nd tyM [wHo caRez if stRaitz tymz onLy gaVe it 2 staRz! =P]...
nexT on d List - i'm goIng oN a man-HunT caN? jaMes fraNco heRe i coMe!!! *wiNkzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 11:17 PM :)
taa-cHingg...
Monday, April 10, 2006
waS browsIng @youTube n foUnd diS cLip. verY swIt n toUching.. *faJ gO aWwwW*
hidOp citer koreA & jePaaaNg!!!!
suCh sacrifiCe oR/aNd abiLity to maKe sucH saCrifiCez...stiLL exisT or noT?
UuUuuwaAaahhhh!!!!!!!!
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:45 PM :)
z is foR zOo! (",) (paRt III)
Saturday, April 08, 2006
techNoloGy's suCh a wuNder.... *winKzz*
heRe's feW more piCz of Us@d zOO n d diNner after d muVee.
We were literaLLy sLacking yesTErday. i feLt so LiberaTed frOm thouGhtz of werK n tiNgz wHich i haVe to dO. hehe..i reaLi2 neeD to giVe myseLf seLf-caRe noW n deN. i duN waNNa be burNt out. HopefuLLy nOt in d maNy more Years to coMe. i lurVe dis joB. so faJ, staY saNe n wacKy. ;o)
looKing forwaRd to d nexT duO-sLacking tym!! yaaY!
*faJ juMpz in joY*
erMm..oK..goTTa resT now before i'M off fer a mitiNg.
traLalalaLalala...
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:17 AM :)
animaLz gaLore
simPly lurVee animaLzz!! especiaLLy d whiTe tiger n poLar beaR..dUn furrY animaLz juz maKe u gO aWwww?? i haD so waNted to briNg one hoMe for keePz..sO fun waTching d whIte tiGers sLEeping n lazing aroUnd. 1 particular tiGer waS roaMing aBout withiN d enclOsure..hiS 2 otHer tIger maTez were lazing aroUnd; n noe waD he did? he usiK2 his maTes sLeeping. Each tyM he paSses theM, he'd flIck theiR heaDs n boDies wiF his paWz. *griNzz* sO cheeKy.
inUka & sheBa d poLar beaRz weRe laZing aroUnd. bit difficuLt to taKe piC 'coS deY were mostLy undeR d rocKs Stone-iNg. Haha! WeLL, it was a hot daY, couLdn't reaLi bLame deM.
enjOy d piCz, ya! (",) i'M a heP-heP-Hepi gerL!
n of koS, sum piCz of Us posIng wiF d zOO resiDentz in d backgRound.. =P
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:47 AM :)
z is foR zOo! (",) (paRt II)
haD a nice daY out yesTerday. finaLLy get to unwiND n spEnd tyM in d miDst oF aLL d werK deMands & iNcomE-seeKing quesT.. *griNzz*
mOre piCz kaMing rYt uP!
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:10 AM :)
z is foR zOo! (",)
Thursday, April 06, 2006
oH, bTw...haS d werLd heaRD???
We
Are
G O I N G
To
The
ZOO toDay!!!!!!!!!
poLar beaR & whIte tiGer..HErE we coME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
staY tuNed for aN animaL-freNly-LurvIng exPErieNce!!!!!!!!!!!! =P
*faJ does d maRy poPPinz taP*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:50 PM :)
faLLinG & faLLen
i waS sharinG wif deaR durinG our waLk afteR diNNer 'boUt aN incideNt taT happeNed to mE quite recentLy. iT was simPle; yeT it reaLi got me tiNking 'bout Life & me. it waS raTher...humbLing? =)
i juz lefT d doCtor's n was maKing my waY bacK to offiCe. i was hasTening my stePs 'cos it waS lyk 10 mins after lUnch tyM. i waLked n waLked..i waNted to get oUt froM d marKet areA to d roaDsiDe n deR it haPpenEd. i sLipped & feLL. gaWd. sO maLu-fuL & so cLumsy oF me.
U nOe hoW ur anKle hurTs weN u're in heeLs & haVing to faLL like taT, it waS sure a paiN! i whiNed & groUched d resT of d waY.
And.
it dauNted on mE hOw comfortabLe i'Ve beeN wiF LyF; hOW Allah has bLessed mE wiF greaT tiNgz in werK & mY personaL lifE; wiF aspiratiOns n hoPes for d fuTure. i haD forgOtten hOW it feeLz to faLL; hoW paiNfuL it can be; d efforTs neeDed to get myseLf up agaiN.
reaLi. i was hit haRd.
perhaPz i looK too faR n much beyond myseLf, HE had waNted to remInd me taT i CAN faLL if he deeMs sO. :'(
deaR Allah..iF i'M too fuLL of myseLf & go mucH beyoNd myseLf... do huMble me. PerhaPs i'Ve not beeN veri tenkfuL of ur bLessiNgz & haVe thOught n preseNted myseLf in waYs u diN liKe at aLL. Juz keeP me grOunded n huMble, my Lord.
d toT scAres me. d toT taT i mYt actuaLi have shown myseLf 2b too proUd, or toT myseLf too highLy.
leT me nOt faLL. leT me not forGet tHat aLL is possibLe onLi wiF ur heLp. let me Not forGet recitinG "AlhamduLillah" aLways.
BUT.
if i faLL, give me d strength 2geT uP. giVe me d endurancE to puLL thrU' ur tesT. giVe me d abiLity to taKe perspecTives, to learN & acknOwledGe y i feLL.
sUmwhEre in mY heaD i heaR baNterinGs of pasT conversatioNs:
"bebaiK tuh biLa jaLan; kaLo jatoH baNgun sendriK yerrrRr!!!.. "
tO beTTer daYs, briGhter skIEs & more of liFe's LessoNs.
n faJ,
waTch yoUr stePs as weLL! *griNzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:45 PM :)
oF feaR & confusiOn
i seNse feaR n confusiOn kicKing iN. it has alWays beeN deR. juZ neeDz resurrEction uPon certain triGGerz. gaWd.
*sigh*
liFe has giVen me maNy inner battLes. its truE deY saY thaT ur greaTesT eneMy is urseLf.
aarGh..diLemmaz.. waD a paiN.
Allah, heLp me pLease. i m nOt suRe if i can handLe dis particuLar tesT u've giVen me.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:00 AM :)
LonGinG
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
diS tuesdaY wif faJar beGins wiF:
d loNgiNg to................................
traVel vasT laNdz & acroSs contiNentZ
&
tO see d werLd.
i waNNa experieNce a different kiNd oF lifestyLe..a diiffereNt kiNd of cuLture.
breaThe 'New' aiR.
feeL d adrenaLine oF discOveriNg oTher sidEs of LifE.
jUZ weN wiLL i b abLe to dO taT?
*faJ poNderz*
@d moMent: tenKiU AllaH. fOr everY breaThing moMent U haVe giVen me heRe.
(aNy pLanz foR me iN foreiGn laNd anYtyM sooN? *griNzz*)
p/S: cLass yesTerdaY was enLighteNing. teNkiU for briNginG me theRe. i teNk U (& My coLLeaGue) for d oPPortuNity. (",)
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 11:00 PM :)
a MaP to Me!
Monday, April 03, 2006
waS bLog-hoPping aNd fouNd diS interesTing linK.. kewL tesT! haVe a LooK@my DnA maP..
imaGine iF eaCh dNa tesT aLso saYs suMting aBout d persOn's persoNality. hwaHwaHwa.. *griNzzz* naK juMpa kLien aJer minTak kaD dNa.. =P
tesT generaLLy affirMs mosT tiNgz i beLieve myseLf 2b; aNd tiNgz others haVe said aBout mE.
interesTing fiNding - low emPathY leveL? HAHA! bruDder woUld so freaK oUt if he sEes this parT of d tesT resuLt. [nVm, i shOw u mY tJtA resuLtz caN?=P] taT is d oNi tiNg i dUn aGree wiF.. bUt i caN agRee taT weN it coMes to certain issUes, i caN be raTher nOt empathiC. kweNg kweNg kweNg..
sUm taKeawaYz froM d tesT:
"There's more to life than the practical - take some time to daydream and explore the aesthetic sides of things.
Remember that time alone can be just as fulfilling as time spent with others—take some time for yourself and you might find that there are many things in your inner world that are just as compelling as the world outside your window.
Your open-mindedness about the ways of world gives you an understanding of people's differences, but that knowledge doesn't always translate into sympathy. Don't be afraid to let your trust and understanding influence your feelings."
ya maNz..tinK suMtyMz i'M too praCticaL taT it annoYz peopLe aroUnd me. aHakz.. soRy laH peePz..i'LL trY 2b moRe dreaMy aiGhtz? ;o)
of laTe, i fiND taT i'V not had muCh tyM fer myseLf. beeN goinG aboUt doiNg tingz - tuitiOn, werK, catchinG up wif paLz. SometyMz i baRelY haVe tyM 2breaThe. =S weLL, haVe beeN tryIng to sLow doWn a bit ler.. atteNd cLasses on my owN, go fer werKoutz..taKing waLkz. i usEd 2b abLe to b oN my owN..tinK i'Ve mentiOned diS before. PerhaPs, i'Ve forgOttenw aD its Like 2b aLone, or oN my owN.
yezz..YeZ..i do agRee taT i neeD 2b moRe syMpathetiC to otHerz' diFfereNces. coMe to tinK of iT..i caN b raTher..(aiYoo..i duNNo waD's d werD..) disMissiVe towaRdz wad otHers tinK. (jaHatz kaW faJ.. *smack2*). i Noe i wuN b disMissiVe of peopLe's feeLings; i do ackNowlEdge diFfereNces in oPiniOn..buT weDer i bUy it or Not, to another anGle i neeD To werK oN..
heRe's a detaiLed coPy of My dNa tesT rePot..(baAh!)
falling hearts
