Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Arena (known to self and others) cheerful, independent, reflective | Blind Spot (known only to others) able, brave, caring, clever, confident, dependable, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, sensible, spontaneous, sympathetic, trustworthy, warm |
Façade (known only to self) adaptable, mature, observant | Unknown (known to nobody) accepting, bold, calm, complex, dignified, extroverted, idealistic, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sentimental, shy, silly, tense, wise, witty |
Dominant Traits
71% of people agree that faJy is cheerful
57% of people agree that faJy is independent
57% of people think that faJy is loving
All Percentages
able (14%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (14%) calm (0%) caring (14%) cheerful (71%) clever (14%) complex (0%) confident (14%) dependable (14%) dignified (0%) energetic (28%) extroverted (0%) friendly (28%) giving (14%) happy (28%) helpful (14%) idealistic (0%) independent (57%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (14%) knowledgeable (14%) logical (14%) loving (57%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (14%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (14%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (28%) sympathetic (14%) tense (0%) trustworthy (14%) warm (42%) wise (0%) witty (0%)
Hu's goNna knoCk on mY window & droP me suM weRdzzz?? *griNzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:12 PM :)
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
sO maNy tinGs can happen witHin a spaN of 2 weeKz. d iroNy of tyM. and of huMan behaviOur. weN tyM goEs by faSt..we compLain. weN tyM moVes too sLowlY, we get boreD. weN too maNy tiNgz happeN, we speaK of stRess & d lack of tyM to deaL wiF tiNgz. weN too LittLe fiLLs our tyM, we saY our life uneveNtfuL. iroNic. biG tyM. pFffTt.
to begiN wiF: i m on 2 daYs MC. feVer pLus its accompaNying symPtoms: coUgh, fLu, headacHe & a caSe of baD throAt infectiOn. If my eYes couLd juMp ouT of my socKet, deY wouLd; weN d docTor shOwed me mY temperatUre yesterdaY - 39.4 DegreEs, d fiGures shOutinG at Me. i'V not had feVer in a Loong, lOooNg tyM. sO, i'Ve beeN sLacKing, restIng & sLeeping d whoLe daY. sO weak. so Liat. sO riMas. pFfft. haTe faLling sicK.
catching uP on sLeep dis 2 days...
guEs i'Ve been preTty caughT up wif werK past few moNths. oN d brYt siDe, i geT to catch uP on my resT n stUfs..'cos seriousLy, i tiNk i'V been puttiNg mY head too much into werK & haVe not been taKing gud care of myseLf. dowN side, had to canceL engagemenTz, rescheduLe appointmeNts wif cLients..sHeesH. *faJ shows thuMbz down* Let's praY i get beTta sOon, b uP & ruNning soon baCk to my usuaL daiLy roUtine.
i tinK wen u haVe settLed ur miNd to werK towarDs sumtinG, maNy chaLLenges wiLl come ur waY. It aiN't easY weN it invoLves otHer parties, nameLy d eLders. *siGh* i shalt endure & i wiLL survIve. juz hoPe taT HE giVes me d strengTh to puLL thrU' d tesTs HE has giVen me. insyaAllah.. aMiin..
hoPe a cuPpa coFfee will helP soothe mY nerves...wen d goinG gets tuF..d tuF has to get gOing...i hoPe.. :S
BreaThe in..and oUt. I shouLd juz foCus on tingz i can controL & pUt my fooT in weN others staRt maKing decisioNs for me. Juz hope taT i am not aLone in hoLding on and defeNding dis PrinciPle. tinGz can Get reaLi2 painfuL sumtyMz.
werK has beeN fiNe; got A major event kamIn end dis mOnth. seeMs excitiNg & i'm looKing forwArd to it..dis is sUreLy a moNth of LurVeeee.. hiaKhiaKhiaK.. (",) d juggLing of tasKs & catchiNg up on deadLines - tat's d tad bit painfuL part though..
d ofiS is presentLy pLaying dis angeL-cheruB tingY. reaLi a chaLLenge to pass tiNgz to mY cheRub..tryIng 2b discreeT & unaffected@d saMe tyM caN b a painfuL experieNce. reaLi forCes d braiN 2b creatiVe iN tip-toeIng about n droPping off Notes & gifts withOut beiNg noticed.. hiakHiak..we'LL see if d cheruB caN guEss hu I aM. i tinK my cheruB has gueSsed whO i aM. kweNg kweNg. tuFf protectiNg identitiEs. hwahwahwa..
k..'nuFf said aboUt paiN. shaLL get oVer d paIns of beiNg sicK, beinG stuck & feeLing heLpless. n deN moVe.
On.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:35 PM :)
THE.beaCh. (n oF grOWing uP) Wednesday, February 01, 2006
hEre r sUm moMentz caPtureD@sentoSa...:
haD a greaT tyM sLAckiNg, laFfing wiF maiTez & watching@d kIDz aNtiCz. N ya, d Luge riDe.. heLmet maCam raCer professioNal, pdhaL naK turuN buKit dGn Luge! chEap thriLL. eKSyen sahaJa naK corNer baRing, dah samPai corNer cuaKz sikiT. Hehe..steerinG ke maNe, sPeed ke maNe. sLow aJer biLer corNer.. =P al-makLomlaaah..dah tuaaaAaa.. *griNzz* bUt deN..maCAm shiOk giTuuu..naK pegi LagiiiKkkkkK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D neXt tyM, weN i'M less tiRed & moRe casHfuuuLL, shaLt go agaiN to haVe fuN & teroKa seLuruUuh puLau sentoSa (miNus foreiGn meN in coTtoN briefs hoGging d beaCh & shOwer poinTz, hopefuLLy.. =P)
aaah psL growinG uP? i meaNt i miSs d iNnoceNce of yesteryeaRz (not tt yuN taK inocenT seKaraNg). Not onLi of urS, but miNe too. (TakkaN reFer to Yun jer. cEtt! naK soraNg jer. ja Poon.. =P) juZ miss thOse tyMz we haD notinG mUch to werY abOut bUt ourseLves (of kOS we diD tinK of skuL & famiLy, bUt thOse toTz oNli greW of coNcerN laTer oN). lePas sekoLah, juMpe. StoNe. lepaS traiNing, lepAk. maLam2 "heLLo2 edLinda ada?", maCam mataiR daAah. HAHA. hari raYa, "assaLamu'alaiKum ciK, paJar daTanggg.." hurHurHur.. iT was sO much simpLer kaN?
nOw caM contempLate too muCh 'boUt tinGz, suMtymz eVen READING too muCh inTo tiNgz..groWing uP caN ba a paiN@tyMz. bUt weLL, ini seMua reaLiti kehiduPan. taKKan naK innoCent & caRefree jer kaN.
u're diFferent. i'M oso a diFferent persOn. juz tryIng to adJust to yuN grOwinG & develOping iNto a More maTure persOn.
i kNow of Late i'Ve missEd waTching u grOw. But i'M gLad taT oThers arOund U, freNs & famiLy aLike aRe not miSsing mOmenTz of u grOwing uP. i'M gLad otHers geT d exPerieNce oF kNowiNg & exPerieNcing U as an individuaL..'cOs d bLatant trUth is Tat i caN't b deR everY moMent (or as Much as i wiShed too). i'M posiTive taT peopLe wHo r giVen taT oPportuNity wiLL noT b disaPpoinTed..'cOs weLL, My deaRest heRe is 1-superbLy wunDerfUl gerL. sMuer oRang pasTi terpiKat deNgan caRanYa yaNg sanTai daN lePAkz baNgeeTtt.. *smiLez wideLy*
sO sisTa lettiNg gO nOW. yUn so bIg & waNNa fLy. mit peopLe. experieNce werK n LoVe. gEez. weN was d Last tyM i was 21? *kweKwekwe*
So, cetPot. wad do u waN 4ur 21sT? noT anyTing fancy hOrr. i caN't stuFF peopLe in boXes tied wif riBBonz. *griNzzz*
k..k..deR u haVe it, oF grOwing uP & grown uPz. ;o) nOW i haVe d Lagu advertiseMent sUsu in my heaD..aDa laah advertiseMent duLu taT goeS.."i duN waNna groW uP..lalaLAlalalaa.."
More piCz of d senTosa triP heRe for yOur viewIng pLeasUre.
p/S: nexT tyM i teMan u sheeSha k..pFFt.pFft.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 11:45 PM :)
weN to senTosa wiF sLacker maitEz; yuN taGged aLong.. yaY! =D hoPe she haD much fuN. sHe was laFfing Out soUnd of LaffTerz i'V nOt heArd b4.. sHe seeMs aLL..grOwn uP. (",) ..wIthout me reaLising it @tyMz.
hEre i aM, aLL beaT & in contempLAtioN. i enJoyed miseLf yesTerdaY, eveN thoUgh i diN do Much. jUz sLacking & stoNe-iNg. maY haVe seeM deTached to soMe..But ya, it was jUz so. i waS a bit detaChed thO' seemingLy nOt. juZ tirEd. juZ conTempLating.
knOwing is d easY paRt..saYing it ouT loUd is whaT's difficuLt.
hoW true.
Ok 'nuFf saiD. jUz waNna posT sum piCz of yuN & mE. =D she'D always b adorable & noTi in my eyeZ. i kneW her as mY littLe sisTa. sHe'D aLways b a Gem i'd doTe oN. [Guess i wiSh sHe wun grOw uP, suMtyMz taT is. *winkzz*]
RasTa baBe. lOok@her pOut.. =P
BabY roK seNior. kwaKwakwa.. ;o)
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 6:42 AM :)
i coUld sure usE tHeSe oN my Ofis PC..HAHA.. *doubLe griNzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 6:18 AM :)
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