falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**coMing to One....**
**stiLL adaPtinG...**
**mY shoe siZe's 8, waD's yoUrz? =P**
**| READ | = READ in between the lines..**
**news fLash!!!!!**
**briNg On d oLdiEz**
**aLL neRvezz**
**reTrospecTion..contempLatiOnzz..& more refLectiOnz...**
**NeW yeaR weekenD - grOOvY baBy!! =P**
**waNNa runaWay??**

Lost Memories

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i'Ve goT my hanDz fuLL
Wednesday, January 25, 2006

iTz 530 in d maWning. caMe bacK frOm werK & tuiTioN (buT deN agaiN, tuitiOn IS werK too)..erMmm..werK, yesTerdaY nyT & i weN straiGht to beD. sumtyMz taT juZ haPpenz ryT? shacKed weN u coMe bacK. u juZ waNNa buM aroUnd n resT AWHILE. eNd uP u juZ gO zzzzZzz d whoLe nYt. huRhUrhuR. lEpaKz tseH. niaRi is anOther lOoNg daY.

iF i toT i'V manaGed tyM faiRly weLL & staYed organiSed in D pasT..tHen i serioUsly neeD to RegrOup maNz! i reaLi2 neeD to reLearN doinG aLL thoSe tinGz.

i Need mOre haNDz pLUs strenGth pLeaSeeee.....

i tiNk i'M begiNning to heaR voiCes in mY heaD; aLL@oNe tyM. aLL asKing me tO dO d tiNgz i'Ve noT doNe. aLL trYing to fYt fEr prioRitY frOm yOurs truLy. GeeZ..i soUnd sO schizO. heHehe..weLL, d iNNer Me speaKz. "faJ bUat niE duLu.", "faJ keJe cePat sikIt.", "faJ haBiskaN beNde niE.", "faJ..keJe tuH bLom buaT.." gaWd. i soUnd liKe MAk. kweNg kweNg kweNg..

un abLe to accePt d raTe i'M groWing ke? suMtyMz i wuNDer iF i riLi aM gOing thRu' diS phaSe of questiOning myseLf & my abiLitieZ. Not taT i'M not tenKfuL taT i'M giVen d oPportuNitiEs & faiTh tO caRry out my respOnsibiLitieZ. i aM. i reaLi aM. iTs weDer i caN liVe uP & riSe to d oCcasiOn.

i Noe chaLLengeZ, i dO. i aM chaLLengeD rYt nOw. iTs onLi jaNuary & i aM:

a tAd biT eXhausTed...

caPek deH skaraNg iNi. maU saKit poN adA. maU pusiNg2 aJa kepaLa iNi. aDuuUuuhhh...

oK..breaThe in..breaThe oUt..

gaWd..aKu niE macaM asiK komPlen psL keJe. buKan kompLen..luahaN aJer, tinKing aLoud laH kataKan. cuBaaN kU skaraNg niE. i nOe i caN get tHru'. i wiLL & i haVe to. 'coS i aM, mE.

"soMe peopLe jUz pusH d ceiLing uP higHer & hiGher. aNd u'Re oNe of thOse, weN giVen chaLLengeS..jUz do taT."

i caN do tis. shaLL maKe do wiF my haNdz, taKe loaDz of vitaMin C, eNergY boosTerz & loaDz of seLf caRe, pLeaSeee.

anOther daY begiNz...tiRed, bUt stiLL waNting to gO on strOng..(",)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:07 PM :)