tyM sure fLies faSt...freNz aRe settLing dOwn. i'M fiNDing myseLf haVing to atteNd oNe weDding after d Other..geTting 1 faNcy berkaT aFter d Other.
aWwww...*dreaMy2*
teeHeehee..snaP baCk to reaLity faJ. dO d neCessarY stockIng uP & insyaAllah, 1 daY it'D b uR turN on d daIs..aMiin.
yerPz2..i sURe neeD to dO a Lot oF stOck taKing...nOt onLy my fiNances, bUt aLso my skiLLs [cooKing, seWing eTc] & knOWledGe of coUrse.
haMba sedaR haMba niE daIf daN maSeh ketaNdusaN iLmu. tUh yAng meNgeriKan haMba biLa haMba muLa memIkirkAnnYa. tsK.tsK.
mY tyM wiLL coMe..dO'akaN yer sMuer?? (",)
27 November 2005: sLamat pengaNtin baRu to d lurVebirDs. moGa mahLigai yaNg dibiNa diberkati Allah daN berkekaLan hiNgga ke aKhir haYat. InsyaAllah..=)
weddIngz r a g-r-e-a-T pLace to meeT fweNz!!! *griNzz* loVe u gerLz!!!
siNce my preVious entrY waS aBoUt beIng in werLdz apaRt..leMme preSent diS receNt soNg wHich i quiTe liKe frOm tOo pHat. cT nurhaLiza coLLaboraTed wiF deM fer diS song..i loiKeeee....
DUA DUNIA - Too Phat & Siti Nurhaliza
CT : Kau selalu di hati , tidak ku dekati , dua dunia kita berbeza (2x) Too Phat (CT) : Cinta itu buta dan juga boleh membutakan melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan Aku cinta padamu (Aku cinta padamu) hanyalah ungkapan luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan Ini pula cerita cinta sang pujangga bukan arjuna sita bukan cinta dan rangga Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda Atau lamaran puitis , dengan hasrat yang indah Kau selalu di hati (Kau selalu di hati) tidak ku dekati sentiasa ada mata jahat yang memerhati Tapi ku tak runsing tidak mungkin rindu ku pusing lihat wajahmu di setiap penjuru Senyuman di kaca kisah mu ku baca Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa (Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa) Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa Kerna ku tahu (Kerna ku tahu dua dunia) Dua dunia kita berbeza CT : Kau selalu di hati , tidak ku dekati , dua dunia kita berbeza (2x) Too Phat (CT) : Suka di kala malam termimpi-mimpi (termimpi-mimpi) Rindu di kala siang mencari-cari (mencari-cari) Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar tidak sebentar walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora Dan kadangkala hanyut bagaikan buah ara malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah Kerana bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata Tersimpan hasrat tiada siapa yang mengerti Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti Dipegangkan janji tetap ratu di hati Dengan izin tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti Sabar menanti Kesabaran diuji Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa Kerna ku tahu Dua dunia kita berbeza CT : Kau selalu di hati , tidak ku dekati , dua dunia kita berbeza (2x)
Too Phat & CT : Perjuangan seni kita tidak berpenghujung Jangan tinggal batu bernama tak berpengunjung
Too Phat (CT) : Cabaran menikam , kau tidak pernah bermurung Tetap tersenyum walau kesedihan menyelubung (walau kesedihan menyelubung) Bukan rupa paras mu yang jadi ukuran Atau suaramu yang jadi bahan tuturan Ku bukan mahu hubungan tapi kejujuran Hadiah sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran (sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran) Tapi bila bertentang mata tidak terbentang kata (Kata apa saja) iya tapi tentang apa (iya tapi tentang apa) Wajah mu yang cantik Manis lagi Senyuman sepasti mentari timur tiap pagi Realiti sukar diatasi Tapi kesudahan indah harus bermula dengan fantasi (Fantasi) Ku rasa terhoyong-hayang Antara dua dunia (Antara dua dunia) Biar khayalan ku melayang (Biar khayalan ku melayang) CT : Kau selalu di hati , tidak ku dekati , dua dunia kita berbeza (4x)
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:02 PM :)
d UgLineSs's a beaUty!
weeKend waS a hectiC oNe. werK, 2 weddiNgz & lasT koPek fer jaLan raYa. waD a bLast; bLasted my enerGy as weLL & i m freaKing paNcit.
i haVe to bLog dis doWn. sumtinG@werK moVed me muCh; i teaRed aFter my sessiOn. gaWd. u duN get taT ofTen frOm me. usuaLi cLients' waTer d pLace, noT werKers. *griNzz* bUt ya laH, taK leRr saMpai baNjir kaT fsC tuh.
i saW 2 peopLe froM 2 differeNt werLds. 2 diFfereNt ideaLz, personaLities, vaLues n beLiefs. BottoMliNe is...d middLe-aGed coupLe is laiN giLerrrrRrr!!!! berBeza sangaT2..naK kaTa laNgit daN buMi..@leaSt laNgit & buMi compLement each otHer. taPi niE..perbedaaN dIEr tuhh.. taK dapaT ku ukirkaN deNgan kaTa2. tiNk u haVe 2b in sessiOn wif me to understand iT.
diffeRent. tHey R.
iTs inTeresTing hOw paRentiNg a chiLd caN briNg oUt issUes iN a couPle's maRriaGe.
i feLt d tenSion & undercurreNts duriNg d sessiOn betWeen He & sHe. untaLLied, irreLevant resPonses weRe giVen to Me. eaCh waNted 2 briNg oUt theiR poiNts acroSs.
i'M nOt suRe whO woN & whO losT. it waSn't staLemate eitHer.
n deN it caMe ouT.
i was moVed..at her beLief taT he was capabLe of chaNge. desPite d differeNces & d negatiVes, sHe SEEKED waD waS posiTive in Him. d posItiVes weRe coUntabLe wiF oNe haNd; whiLst d LIst of negaTives were beYond lisTing.
sHe waS gratefuL & tenkfuL fOr d posItiVe of hiM. sHe did nOt heaR d voiCes oF oThers whO enCouraGEd d piLLars of her marriaGe to crumbLe. onLi nOW, sHe beGins to sEe chAnge.
He seeMed duMbfouNded taT sHe mentiOned hOw shE heLd oN to his strenGths. i hoPed he appreciate it.
fOR taT moMent in d sessiOn, i saW 2 werLds merGe & compLemeNt each otHer.
i teaRed a bIt 'coS i waS gentLy remInded oF hOw so ofTen we, or raTher, myseLf geT agitaTed aT neGatives & larGe differeNces. iTz sO harD to aPPreciaTe & seeK beaUty, weN our miNd's so cLoudeD bY disPleaSure & unhaPpineSs oVer unMet neeDs/waNts.
iT is haRd. bUt seeKing taT beaUty maY b d keY to oUr haPpinEss & senSe of eaSe. kiNda iroNic ryT? beautY of d ugLy. hOw dO u do taT?
surMountabLe amount Of faiTh & toLeRance. pLus hiGh abiLity to forGive.
sHeesh. i LacK a fair amouT of everYthing. gaWd. rAbakz.
hMmmm..d oTher reasOn y i teaRed waS becaUse i sOunded reaLi diFferent in d sessiOn. iT waS faJ in d sessIon, yeT it waS a differeNt faJ. d tiNgs i saiD, d persPectiVe i gaVe. i gave deM a differeNt voicE, yeT He & sHe aPpreciaTed Me. deY seeM 2 aPpreciaTe me More thaN maNy otHers.
*faJ wuNders*
greaT leSson of liFe to begiN my weeKend wiF. iTz aLL abOut diFfereNces & leaRning to aPpreciaTe deM.
iS taT waD maK & paK is hoLding oN to aLL dis whiLe?? hMmm..neVa miNd.
lessOn leaRnt. deY lefT d rOom.
s(he) leFt.
sEe U d neXt tyM roUnd.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:50 PM :)
~forBiddeN fruiT~
Thursday, November 24, 2005
wad haPpenz weN u haVe eaTen or biTten d forBiddeN fruIt?
eVe gOt throWn oUt oF heaVen. sO...
waD haPPens to Me?
SheeSh. pFfFtt.
oNce d fruIt's coNsuMed, d heaRt yeaRns & seeKz to biTe oFf moRe froM d fruIt.
weN dOes d eaTing stoP?
hOw caN d eaTing stoP?
It shOuld stoP. iT has To.
hOw?
forGive mE Allah..fOr i haVe siNned...i meaN it..aLas.....
*faJ lOOks doWn soLemnLy*
heLplesS; d mOre i faLL, d furTher i siNk.
forGive mE..fOr i aM weaK..... ='(
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:43 PM :)
suMtinG abOut raYa
laSt weeKend waS a bLasT fer mE. saTurdaY, mY oFf daY; p jaLan raYa wiF my sLacker bUddies. hMmm..i loSt coUnt oF hoW maNy yeaRs we'Ve beeN goIng oUt fer raYa visiTing as a grOup. lurVe deM, grOan & whiNe about deM, grOaN & whiNe wif deM..eiTher waY, deY'r stiLL my maTez.
sundaY waS mY 4th siSta's oPen hOuse. weN oVer to her pLace, laYan mY anaK2 sedaRe & haD suM cLean tamiL-waYang fUn. hurHurhUr..=P
sum toTz 'boUt mY sLackIng saTurdaY...:
i tiNk sumHow aLL of Us seRve a fUnctiOn in d whOle frenshiP systEm. naZ - to iRritaTe peoPle; he driVes iNah & aNa nuTz wIf his aNticS, sLEngerNess.. bUt weLL, if he aiN't aroUnd, senYap rasaNya, taKde joKer sLamba. raSh serVes aS d riNg leaDer, thO' he's nOt aroUnd maNy a tyM..he fiTz in juz weLL weN he coMes baCk into d grOup. faR & daHam r d yoUng oNez; azMi's d One hU's bLur, yeT not bLur. geddiT? haHa!
d daRaz in d grOup..iNah's d seCretarY, geTting aLL of Us 2geTher fer gaTherinGz & stUfz; aNa's aLwaYs d One suGGesTing or waNting to trY oUt neW tiNgz.. [psSst..but sLalu siaRan tergendaLa *griNnzz*]; & raU's d oNe aLways sTandiNg uP fer us weN it coMes to cusTomer servicE & proDuct quaLity. hurHurhur..Yun's a NEwbIE..tiNk sHE's stiLL trYing to fiGure Out hOw sHe fiTz iN tO d biGger picTure of d grOup..neVertheLess, Der's aLwaYs roOm fOr another ryT? =D sO take ur tyM, swItie!
trUe, we haD our teNse moMentz..bUt i gUEs freNshIp haS a waY of teaChing U toLeraNce & accePtance towards eaCh otHer's diFfereNces, rYt? LikewiSe, aGe. aS we grOw..we learN to liVe wiF each otHer. kweNg kweNg..bUt yeaHz..noTing's perfeCt..iF u caN't beaT deM, joiN deM..
teNz guYz n gerLz 4d freNshiP...saLam LebaraN, minaL 'aidiL walfa'iziN. maaFkaN daKu seKireNyer ku meLukai haTi sesiaPa secaRa laNgsung daN tidaK lanGsung. moGa persaHabaTan ini terus berkekaLan, desPite oUr diFfereNt personaLitieS & kaRenah. =P
heRe's sUm of mY faV shOtz frOm d jaLan raYa...:
Here'S mY faV piC of aLL.. aLL of Us looK sO uLtra hePi in d piC! *wiDe smiLezz*
sLacKEr's @ raU's pLace
hurHurhur...eNded mY saTurdaY @12am, feeLing so bLoated 'cOs deR waS fOOd@aLmost every hOuse..reaChed hOme & heaDed straight feR beD. sO tiRed. cOntented though.
mY sUndaY:
gud fooD. gud caTching uP. suM mIni-famiLy coNfereNciNg. caM-wHoriNg. sUm famiLy fUn. greaT oPportunitY to feeL oLd arOund niEces & nePhewS wHo r grOwing uP fasT. haHa. taT's 'boUt iT.
as usuaL..picTures to paInt my werds & mirrOr sum totz..
maK & her bundLe of Joys: LeHa & d cuCuz, kuraNg tiGa
my 2 eLdesT nieCes. teeNage-Hood. sHeesH. makcikHooD fOr me.
aUntie-Hood, caN b a bLiss thO'.. [psSstt...weN deY're smaLl & kiUtt & adorabLe onLi... =P]
a tOt juz caMe to mY miNd aFter my earLy aFternOOn conversatioN wiF a deaR freN. swiTheaRt, hoPe u're not offeNdeD taT i'm poSting diS heRe. iT juz caMe to my miNd & i toT iT was a werThy tOt to sHare oN my bLoggie. nO werrIEs, no naMes mentiOned.
.oF looKz & lurVe.
is It juZ an ideaL taT weN u loVe sumBody, u shouLd accePt deM as deY r? uR partner's weaKnessEs, maJor chaRacter fLaws, idiOsyncraciEs, fetIshEs, pHysicaL appeaRances etC...
waD dO u dO weN ur partNer teLLs U taT u NeEd to loSe weIght, b moRe liKe a baBe/hunK be'cOs itS imporTant to hiM/her?
*oUucHh*
waD haPPened to "aCcept mE as i Am"? waD haPpened tO "oPposites aTTraCt"? waD haPpenEd tO "yoU & mE compLemeNt each otHer"?
*faJ poNderZ*
i caNnot fathoM d huRt weN onE heaRs suCh reMArks frOm theiR paRtner aFter beiNg in d reLationshiP foR quiTe sum tyM. suDdenLy, looKs becaMe oNe of D pertiNent issUe in the loVe storY.
*doubLe oUUcch*
So waD do u dO nexT?
dO u geT appaLLed & weeP oVer d hurtfuL remaRks? dO u accEpt his/Her werDs & trY to dO waD's beeN toLd jUZ be'coS he/She saY so, eveN thoUgh iTs nOt waD u reaLi feeL liKe doinG?
Is d chaNge iN youR inTeresT or d paRtner's inTeresT theN?
hMmmm..tuFF oNe to craCk huH?
no doUbt, physicaL attraCtioN iS oNe of d maNy reasOns/wayS/ beGinniNgz couPles get toGether.
buT shouLd it b d baSis of d reLationshiP den? should iT eveN b a reasOn fOr inseCuritieS in d reLationshiP?
loVe is not a coMproMise. trUe, u caN't aLways haVe ur waY in a reLatioNshiP. u coMproMiSe on ceRtain decisiOns, neeDs & waNtz. bUt ur owN beLiefs, vaLues & princiPles? dOeS taT requiRe coMproMise? Or raTher respect?
lOoks & phYsicaL appearAnceS r But traNsient in naTure. U faLl in loVe, geT marriEd, haVe kIDs...ur lOoks & bodiLy feaTures chAnges tOo.
deN, sUm saY, d esseNce of a reLationShip is to keeP eaCh otHer haPpy; or@leaSt trY to maKe deM hePi. sO JAga-iNg ur LooKs n physicaL appearance is ImpoRtant to soMe.
hMmm..duNno laH eH. raMbut saMa hitaM, haTi laiN-Lain. diFfereNt reLatioNshipS stAnd oN diFferenT piLLars.
i liKed waD huMaira saId weN i sHared d tot wiF heR..:
"a change is never easy wen someone force unto u.. even if u're able to abide to that change, human beings are never satisfied... sampai biler nak tukar just to make him puas hati?"
Hmmm...oF looKs & oF luRvee..
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 6:58 AM :)
InsaniTy frOm cHanges
hMmm..deR's so Much toK aBout chanGes lateLy. i heaR freNz sPeak of iT. sUm freNs share 'boUt it. and i myseLf aM goinG throUgh iT.
iTs suMtyMz haRd to diGest. aLL diS chaNges. sUmtymz i asK myseLf. Y is iT aLways Me taT haS 2B d oNe adaPting & trYing 2 coPe wiF d chaNges? i am chaNging tOo. Y caN't otHers understand tHat? Y caN't otHers give suM consideRation to tat tOo?
*sIghzz*
aFter aLL diS yeaRs, i tiNk i aM exHaustEd. i aM aN exhaUsted daUghter grOwinG uP in diS famiLy. aLL d chaNges. aLL d noNsense. aLL d craP.
famiLy liFe is reaLi oNe roLLer-coaSter riDe fuLl of turmoiL. i jUZ diN tiNk taT i haD 2b shouLderinG aLL diS.
i wisHed suM individuaL oPEned theiR eyEz 2C hOw exhaUSted i'Ve beeN. trYing 2b d oNe liVing it uP in diS famiLy. tryIng 2keePmyselfsaNefrOmaLLdinsaniTy.
i wouLd aLways likE to tiNk taT i m stroNg. maNy freNz & peopLe ouT deR see me as sUch. strOng-wiLLed. iNdepeNdent. capabLe. aLive.
bUt i'M aLL WEAK & MEEK insiDe. i M cruMbliNg. d mORe i trY 2maKe myseLf beLieve taT i'LL be oKie & aM abLe to maNage; d moRe i feeL taT mY lIFe's maDe up frOm suM woven or faBricaTEd truTh.
i dRaw stRenGth frOm my indepEndenCe, 'coS taT's waT keePs me aLive & staNding firM. aNd i tenK Allah feR tAt.
buT i aM weaK noW. i dUnnO iF i haVe d streNgth aNymore 2faCe anyMoRe chaNges in diS househoLd. i juz duNnO.
Allah, pLease heLp me. i feeL taT i'm riDing d roLLer coaSter aLone.
i'M goinG undEr.
"d moRe tiNgz chaNge..d moRe theY remaiN...insaNe?" ~aNon~
hU nOEs waD hiDes beHInd thoSe eYez..beHind d smiLe...
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:18 AM :)
aPe naK jaDii???!!??
Friday, November 18, 2005
hUrHurHur....i'M iN d keMaroKz Adz mOde...But diS is reaLi2 another kiUtttt aD!! HahHAHhahaha!!!
daGing, LimPa, haTi seMua aDa!!!
*griNzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:20 AM :)
sO sHu-wEeTtt
i thInk PetroNas reaLi maKes gUd & meaNingfuL fesTive seaSon aDz...
aWwwww...SooO sHuwiiIiiiiTttt..
*faJ smiLez wideLy...*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 5:12 AM :)
jiTTerY oVer jumbLed noTez
Thursday, November 17, 2005
.pFfft. iTz aLmost 12 am & i m stiLL contempLatinG wHetHer i shUd gO sTare aT my caSe noTez & tyPe deM oUt.
yeS. mY aLL jumbLed uP nOtez. scribbLed oN ruFFz. wiFf aWw-biTt haNdwriTing. gO fiGure, faJ!
i cLeanEd uP my desK@werK todaY, in d hoPE of orgaNisinG my stUffz. yeaHz, i did manage to sHred awaY aLL d noNseNse i'Ve beeN storIng underNeatH d staCks. buT hecK, aFter cLearinG uP, d piLe on mY desK seeMz 2b d saMe.
aNd i noW haVe more creaM-coLourEd fiLez. OMG. freakyyYyy.
preciseLy y i duN waNNa fiLe caSes. d fiLe coLors storing uP in mY caBineT draWer seRve as a reMinder - "behoLd d draWer faJ. too maNy fiLes. tOo littLe recoRdinGz doNe.." pFfFtt.
15 moRe miNutes to 12 am niE. sudaAahLaah faJ. luPer kaN saJer haSrat mU untuK memBuat nOTa-noTa kes kaMu. taKde haRApan naK bErgeraK daN memBuat keJe kaLo maSeh tidaK berGanjaK dari mOod koNtempLatiVe. HaHa.
sO nOW. i M boRed.
Your Birthdate: July 7
You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!
sHux. i sHud seriOusLy seaRch fEr mY wiLL poWer. maNe diEr peGi eH?
meH aKu cariK kat katiL.
.pFfFft.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:50 PM :)
hiJab or hiJab-eD
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
inTerestiNg cLip a freN shareD....
So, juZ in caSe u r wuNderinG how da hEck u're suPPoseD tO watch d cLip weN d soNg's pLaying on my bLoggiE, rYt cLick oN d icOn & un-ChecK 'pLay' & 'LooP'. d Song wiLL stoP aFter taT, hopefuLLy. *griNzz* LeceH eH bLog aKu. maCam2 instrUctiOn keNe iKot. HAHa!!
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:51 PM :)
triBute tO huBby@werK - mR r.a.P.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
juZ toT i shOuLd dO a Up a triBute enTry 2 mR r.a.P.; mY otHer half@ werK. haHa!! dUn asK me Y i mascuLineD r.a.P. kweNg kweNg. toL aPerrr.. onCe raP daH staRt, iTs d Oni LiFe i haVE@werK. weLL, 80% of d tyM laah. =P
r.a.P. is a yoUth proG dOne bY mY centRe fer youThz in skuL. mE & d reD oNe, humaiRa ruN d proGraMme uPon purchAse froM skUl ke, or fer d pubLic. niwaE, i'V deciDed to abadiKan r.a.P. in my bLog. HAHA!
tiNgz i loVe/haTe/loaThe/likE aBout r.a.P. [wE shaRe a loVe-haTe reLatioNshiP, u See.]
iT iS capabLe of infLictinG paiN oN me. ie. paPer cuTz frOm aLL d paPer countiNg, printing & rePrintz of nOteZ, werkSheeTz & evaLuatiOn forms. huMaira gOt bListErs sharPening penciLz. achiNg leGz aFter waLking uP & doWn iKea fOr pRizes-hUntinG. & maJor paiN: HEARTACHE enDuriNg suM of d paX's maJor attiTudeZ & beHaviOurz.
insOmnia aLert. maKes u haVe sLeepLess nYtz. looKing@it, enTertaiNing iT. trY to fiNish it. gaWd. aLL d werK. tiriNg. haHa.
inJecTz a taD biT mucH teeNy-booPer enerGy & horMones intO me. geE. i'M oggLing @kiUt & yoUng teeNage boYz wiF huMaira. OMG.
iT requiRes mY fuLLest aTtentIon & loaDz of TLC. paRah eH. buKan satu oraNg taU meLayan. skaLi duA arH. tsK..tsK..
aT tiMez, i goTta werK overtiMe fer r.a.P. hari biAse tak cukop. uJunG minGgu & cuti uMom poN kekadaNg keNe kejeKan diEr. isH..isH..dahsyaT nOoh.
liKe any relationshiP, der'S upS & doWns. r.a.P. teaChes mOi muCh bOut liFE & werKing toGether. (",)
iT couLd haVe disastrous effeCts oN ur liNguisTics. To quOte a few: "Allaaahh!", "paHam-paHam aJer laah.", "okay-oKay baBy."; weRse stiLL, vulgaritiEs couLd creeP intO your vocabUlary. U wouLd onLi reaLise it weN sOmeOne eLse's namE suDdenLy soUnds d saMe, yeT diFfereNt. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! =P gUd oNe der humaiRa!
iTs performanCe requiRe raTinGz. haIzzz. goTta giVe fuLL coPy of iLLustratIons & fiGureZ of hOw haRd it werKed. kweNg kweNg..
haHaha...tiNk i melaluT jaUhz wiF d lisT aboVe. innOcentLy kinKy. teeHeeHee.
waD a daY. sO stONed. gLad daT d paX wereN't taT baD laAh.
gUd miX of laFfter, bLur-Ness, maKan-haTi-ness & surPrisEz. *grInzzz*
taKpe. i wiLL reMembEr, quiTe fondLy; foreVa. HARI INI DALAM SEJARAH.
*LOL*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:54 PM :)
troUbLehooTinG & mY sUndaY
Monday, November 14, 2005
trouBleshootiNg guiDe to faJ's bloG: if u r usiNg firEfoX & d werDs appear aLL over d pLace weN u opeN my bLoggiE, pLs cLick d reFresh buTTon & reLoad d paGe.InsyaAllah, it will turn out a-oKie. otheRwiSe, i shaLt resT my caSe. kweNg kweNg kwenG... =P
wEn oUt wiF deaR fer a Muvee taDi. gaWd..no doubt d actiOn fLick waS adrenaLine-rusHing..bUt i tOt deR waS too much vioLence in d naMe of saving endangered sPecies & saVing honoUr. 'nuFf saiD. deN heaDed to beaCh roaD to maKan. meT hiS primaRy skuL buddY; whO bY coincideNce, waS aLso my secondaRy skuL maTe. mY, mY. d werLd is geTTing smaLLer & smaLLer BeB! & y do d questIonS "kaU biLa naK kaWin?" or "kaU daH kawiN?"haVe 2b d coMMon i-haVe-not-seeN-U-foR-suCh-a-Long-tyM picK up liNE? *haIzzZ*
i M stiLL gettiNg usEd to d werK deMands of a civiL servaNt. he iS so ultra busY noW; laTEly he always haS to staY in Kem fEr d whOle weeK duratiOn. pFFt. staNdby lah, exErcise lah..waD laaH.. SheeeEssHhh. goTta leaRn & goTTa haNg in deR, faJ.
oK laH. my bAck's aching big tyM; teNx 2d cinEma seaT kaT mariNa. i m feeling d paiN now..n maK's not around to giMme a gooD bacKruB. sHe iN Jb..uweKkkkk!!! =(
quiTe zoNked oredI. toMorrOW, d finaL ruN of THE youTh proGramme coMmences. huMaira & faJ shaLt assUme theIR tasKs oNce agaiN.. jeNg jeNg jeNg..kita liHat pLakz ape yaNg kiTa daPat kaLi niE..hurhuRhur..
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:40 PM :)
~tidaAaaaKkkkk~
gaWdd...juZ waD is the proBlem wiF d firefoX browSerr?? my bLog tuRns out aLlryT oN the IE broWser..bUt itS aLL scrEweD uP on firefoX.. whY liKe thaT arh?
.pFFttt.
*freaKing annoYing siA*
sO peopLE..if u waNNA view my bLog..vieW it throUgh InterneT exPlorer bRowSer aiGht??
i tiNk d foXes r shot doWn bY d hUnterz.
.bLearGh.
geRam aKu. daH effOrt2. deN jadi giTu pLakz. rosaK pLan.
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:55 AM :)
yiPeeEe..yaaAayYyy!!!!!!
wHeEEeEeee~ finaLLy i cHanged my bLogsKin!!!! =D *faJ juMpz abOut in heR rooM* [ooOopzz...diD i juZ heaR d maKcik bawaH bisIng2 wuNderinG waD feLL dOwn?? haHAhahahaa..]
i tiNk changing d sKin's a verY thriLLing tiNg 2 dO..kweNg kweNg...thOugh i dunno muCh about htmL coDes & jaVascriPt..i dO add-Onz to diS bLoggiE by triaL & errOr..wOoohOo!!!
sO peoPle..hOw dO u LikE dis skiN?? *wiNkzz*
-thOughTz sPoKen @ 3:19 AM :)
ceRita tentaNg raYa
Sunday, November 13, 2005
aMacieeeMmm smUerr?? sudaH puas beraYa kaT jaLan raYa daN maNe2 tempat yaNg meraYakan haRi raYa?? pFFtt..poor attemPt to pLay wif werDs faJ. HAHA!
meH lah..niE saYa nak ciTer siKit psL hari raYa. aDe citer cKit sedih..citeR okay2 juga adA. meH laH staRt deNgan yg bebaiK yer? (",) to begiN wiF..dis yeaR memaNg takde sGt mooD raYa. ntah kenape. bUt nebertheLess, mooD slowly picKed up thrU' duiT-raya giving, oraNg2 visiting, goiNg opeN hoUses & me myseLf goIng visitIng.
1st 2 daYz, dOk jaGe rumaH jer. maklumlaah..rakyat jelata berlambaKz. hurHurhur 3rd daY balik kaMpung wiF my 1st sIs, aLong..& my 4th sis, odiN. d sisTerz i'Ve cLoser affiniTy wiF...maK & apaK tak iKot. sO a biT boRrriinnNngggg.....bUt neberTheLess...diD haVe fuN wif my siS & their kidz & of kOs, not 2forgeT..d suPir2 - mY brO-in laWz.
*siGh* aiseHman..laGu sentimental dah set in backgrounD..iziNkan daKu meNgenanG kembaLi zaMan2 nostalgia di kaMpuung.........
taK laMe lagiK, deR is a kaMpong no morE. teNx to urbaNisatiOn. no moRe ayaM berkoKok, maiN2 tePi laut & stroLLing2 kaT jejalan dalam kaMpong. i miSs thOse dayZ. daYz whEre i pLayed pondok2 usIng cocoNut huSks & sheLLz..burNing husKs & rubbiSh aLike; koNonnYa asaP naK haLau nyaMuk [it werkz oKie! erMm.. despiTe d poLLutioN laah..ehehe..]. deN peGi tePi laUt tangKap keTam keciL berwaRna-warNi...& ooH..not to foRget..jaLan kaT jambataN kaT tePi laUt tu keNe bebaik. macam ahLi akroBat naK buaT stunT kaT tyT wiRe. siLap laNgkah, tertUmus masOk laUt. kweNg kweNg. kaYu diEr tiPis & aDa yg daH rePut leRrr ~
sO..taT's 1 of my chiLdhood pLaygroUnds..paK ngaH's pLace @ taNjong kupaNg. nW its juz semak2 & siGnboards. taT's juz d begiNning....taHun depan..ntaH apa jaDi..probLy its my kuzziN's turN 2b reLocated intO ruMah2 baTu...
*doubLe siGhz* pFFtt. windS of chaNge. kaLo U.S. keNe hurriCane kaTrina... nIe pLakz riBut taUfaN keNcaNa deWi meLanda taNjung kupaNg....
baCk 2 d baLik kaMpung syaWal moMent..heRe's sum of my fav2 piCz!! wheeEee!!
mE & my geMz..: nieCes & nepHews =) [note: 5 oUt of 11. u hVn seeN aNytinG yeT! =P]
morE momeNtz weRth caPturiNg: oF sibLing-hooD, chiLdhooD & aunTie-hooD! (",)
gEe...gaWd...i seriousLy duNno hoW to smiLe..aLL my smiLez liKe caMe out frOm d foTostaT machine!! haHaaa!!
After visiTing in JB, heaDed back & foLLowed oDin to another oPen hoUse!! eaT again!!! hurHurhUr..toKking 'boUt fooD..i forGot to mentiOn hOw niKmaT d sambaL frOm keLantaN is...besIdes kUeh, we haD kropoK ikaN as weLL@paK ngaH's pLace. kePt diPping kroPok aFter krOpoK in it...yum2.. *sLurp2*
Oh ya btW, hand modeL fOr kroPok pIc - courtesY of aLong's HanD & arM. HahA!!
goiNg baCk to werK aFter quiTe a breaK reaLi requireD d whOle werLd's weiGht of effOrt. =P no MooD 2 werK initiaLLy. hOwever. tingZ picKed uP 'cOs caN't keeP sLackeNing abouT 'coS d yoUth prograMme d centRe is ruNNing waS cOmmenciNg sOon [ie.@ diS junctUre of bLoggie uPdatiNg, it has BEGUN!!!]. So... behoLD!! moRe weRk n weRk n werK to coMe...
my nexT raYa rendezvoUs waS yesterdaY niGht...wen to coaCh's pLace fer oPeN hOuse cUm maJor ceLebratiOn. =) i'D finaLLy meT anotHer LuRveeeee of mY liFe aFter such a Long, long tyM....
pwesentiiiNggggggg..............
iFFah aQilaH...mY gOd-daughteRrrrr.. sHot courtEsy oF yuYun whO manageD to saVe d caMera b4 iFfah pLunGed intO it. *kweKz2*
hurhUrhUr..hePi 1st birfdaY switz. moga iFfah memBesar daN meMbanGun sebaGai seoraNg anaK yaNg soLehah daN berimaN. auntie faj percaYa iFFah amaT bijaK sekaLi. u r so adorabLe, saYang. maaF laH auntie faJ caN't activeLy pLay my roLe as a gOd-aunT. nanti iFfah dah dewaSa, dah paNdai cakap sMuer..bLeh kenaL auntiE lebih baIk ks?? [psSst..not to forGet KAKAK eD! =p]
tOok a COUPLE of niCe shOtz:
aLmosT sisTaz. In my heaRt deY r...
we maNaged to b d kID of d hOuse tOo!! iFFAh sLept & we tOOk oVer!! wHeEEeEee~
*wiDe griNzzz* Iffah reaLi maDe my raYa. heheHe..sO deR u haVe it..mY joLLy gUd raYa. baD tyMz? cOmiNg sOOn. stAy tuNed. *yawNz* d piLLow becKonz. kweNg kweNg....another tyM aiGht?
falling hearts
