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Saturday, September 03, 2005

maWninG werLd..weekeNd's herE & 3 daYs mORe tO deaR finishIng hiS sTandby dutiEs..WheeeEE~ *faJ rejoiCes*

diS weeK's beeN jaM-paCked wiF werK. preParatiOns foR d BIG eNd yeaR eveNt r weLL on d waY, d youTh proGramme staRted & d youNg coupLe suPPort groUp startinG diS monTh..boY, i m suRe occupieD. biG O (d othEr oNe, deR are twO in d oFIs. eH, coMe to tinK of iT, deR's thrEe! heHe..sO leT's caLL diS biG O, O2) & myseLf shaRed maNy tinGs aBout woRk. i M so enLighTeneD bY O2's shaRings on manaGemenT. i M more reMiNded 2B huMbLe in mY weRk, working reLatiOns wiF feLLow coLLeagues, as weLL as mY owN worKing styLe as aN individuaL. Alhamdulillah, d shaRings haVe beeN fruitfuL as i haVe refLected a Lot aBout mYseLf as a workeR. iT paYs 2b humbLe & taKe into accoUnt d exPerieNces of feLLow coLLeagUEs whO haVe workeD loNgeR in d CenTre. N ya, lasT minuTe werK is a No-No weN werKing wiF othErs iN a teaM oR a grouP!

hMmm..i finD myself moRe matUre on mY toTs abOut werK & werK issUes; weN i toK to mY 3 biG Os. taT's a guD siGn, i suPpose. i proMise myseLf to waLk d taLk. i waNna meaN waD i saY & i consciOusLy remiNd myseLf tO coNsTantLy b awaRe hOW mY working styLe & d tinGs i dO @d oFis is impaCting others, insyaAllah. i praY taT i duN becoMe self-absOrbed & so bLind tO my owN mistaKes. Tat is scaRy. i duN eveN waNna geT deR. DeaR Allah, please graNt me d abiLities tO be a werKer whO doeS aLL her respoNsibiLities & 2b a praCticaL persoN; and of koS, thOughtfuL towards mY feLLow coLLeaGues. AmeeN.

Y ah?

Y do peopLe put deMseLves in situatioNs whEre deY kNOw deY r boUnd fer failure?

i meT a fiNe youNg Lady LasT wednesdaY night. fiNe yOung LadY wiF a 4 yeaR oLd kiD. gaWd.

beaTen bLack & bLue tHen reD, threaTened wiF knives; hurLed wiF werDs deGradiNg & humiLiatiNg.

4 yeaRs.

staYed on & diD notiNg untiL deR waS bLoOd shEd.

n wad happeNed to famiLy suPport & d braIns to tinK, maN? is it taT difficuLt to hOller to d meN in bLue?

catCh hiM, geT proTectiOn, rePort or dO sumtinG?

Y d heCk did sHe oR d famiLy let herseLf leaD taT kinD of liFe?

pfffT.

maYbe saYing is Too easY. waD coUld diS fiNe, youNg LadY b goIng thRu' tHat couLd briNg heR so much feaR taT froZe her totaLLy intO taKing actiOn?

or is it d youNg miNd, unknOwing & guLLible, feaRing tO saVe her owN life?

sO maNy reaSons y peopLe pUt demselves in jeaPordiZing siTuatiOns. deR is a paThwaY ouT, taT couLd stOp life froM faiLing.

noboDy waLks taT paTh.

huMans juz too compLex meH?

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 10:46 PM :)