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iT's d fiNaL countDown.... (",)

Sunday, June 27, 2004

yeaHz..here i M..in D quIet oFis..

haha..evrY1's ouT for OpEn daE..leaVing 3 laDies in d ofiS..n wad do u Get..a StoNed, enviroNment..wiF momeNts of huRRay2-inG..heHehe..

2daE n 2Mr maRks d enD of d siLat coMp..i'M quite pRoud of d cLub..so much improVements frOm d preVious 2comepetiTions..definiteLy shoWing 2d tertiaRy siLat scEne daT NUS r no pusHOvers..

i'M posiTive d cLub wiLL contiNue to shOw proGress..we'V goT qUite coMMendabLe taLents liKe soL, aLeen, sHidah, aMat..so proUd of u ppL..alWays deR to suPPort u PeePz..

withoUt d poM poMs laah..haha..so taCky..

niWaez..d bZ cuRve goinG Up@werK..neXt sat's d foRum..n weLL..@dis Pt i'M preTTy piSseD Bt d spEEch..sOunds to mE daT d biGGieZ couLd actuaLi juZ do d sPeech bY demseLves loRR..so Much foR inPut..sideLining of eFForts, wastaGe of brain ceLLz..

reaLi LoRR.. seeMs daT to suM ppL, veTTing equaTes to totaL revaMping Lorr..gaWd..

eNuf of my frUstraTions..no poInt LorR..bettA puT my eneRgy in2 coNstructive, ratHer thaN whininG..toKKing bT whiNing..ya..yesTerdaE my famiLy therapy koS resuMed..& bOy, waS i

d..hehe..braIn maLfunctioN..tooK suM tyM to adJust 2 suDDen inTenSe braIn acTiviTy..haha..not as iF mY braIn wasn't werKing..

..n yA.. neXt fRi's mY turN to See caSe..daNg!! daT's d eVe oF d foRum leeH.. aiYooOo.. suRe heBoh..heHe..

ok Lah..enuF of my whIningz..mY sLacker maTes sure haVing fuN@KL ryT noW..n Like waD m I doing here???? =P

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:43 AM :)

tired ThursDae!!

Friday, June 25, 2004

yeaHzz..i'M stoNed n tired coS i waS koFFing mY waY 2 sLeep ysTerdaE..keNe asThma attaCk..

i Bet iTs d HazE..& meBBe me & my gataL throaT driNk too muCh gaSSY, coLd driNk..so 2Dae at oFis, i'M stoned..tiRed..n lethaRgic..

oKies..me saiD me waNNa teLL storY bt my LittLe siSta..sO, heRe she is..

muLot BebeK!! ;o)

kiUt ryT..oF koS laah..sEE wHu d sisTa is maaH..

hehe..wE starTed out kiNda sLow..sHe fouNd me annoYing initiaLLy, i tiNk..buT weLL..nOW we'R cooL n d besTest sisTer paCt u caN evA imaGine..

bUt oF toS, Life haS provideD us iTs fair sharE of triaLz n tribuLatioNs..

..we haVe proven daT we caN wiThsTand Life's maNy chaLLenGes..i CouLdn't aSk for aNytinG moRE buT d saCred sisTerhood daT we sHare..

Of koS..d coMMon past-tym we hoLd is suBjeCting ourseLves to pain..haha..no-Lah.. siLat of koS..noW..LoOk @daT fieRce faCe of Hers..

waH liaOzz..faCe so seRiuS foR waD!!! =P

WeNeva i traveL coS of siLat coMp & stuFs...sHe missEs me..& I miSS her Too..Hehe.. aWwww..sHe meaNs a Lot 2mE..& i teNk heR 4aLL d ConversaTions..

d laughTer..

d sToniNg 2geDer..

d stayoVers@eaCh othEr's houSes..

4 everYting laaH..

sO LittLe sista..Juz waNNa saY daT..

Love u LoadS gerL...

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 9:08 AM :)

R we 2GedeR heRe??!?

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

hMmm..iT's miD-wK 2Mr..hW faSt tym fLies..wKd was aLL ryT ah...buT deN agaIn noT so aLLryT..

duNno-lah...bit depressing Bt suM tiNgz..

eVry yeaR alwaYz d saMe proBs faCed during coMpetitiOn..Bt beinG uniTed n aLL.. suM r unDer d imPressiOn daT d Team is uNITED..buT actuaL faCT..wiC is riLi sad..d Team is noT lorr..its difficuLt 2 push weN ppL duN intenD 2b tOgeDer wiF d TeaM..

saD aRh..suM wuN find it a proBlem arh..buT i guEss haVinG experiEnce wad teaM uniTy & togetherneSS is..i wAs riLi2 disappoinTed wiF waD i saW oVer last wKd bT d teaM.. siGh..neBer minD..kuDoz goes ouT to PeepZ liKe raI, aLeen, soL, shEEduh, saRa eTc.. yG riLi die haRd suppoRter n whoSe suPportinG voiceZ i often heAr..

d oTher tiNg for refLectiON is abOut impaRtiaLity..i gUes its riLi haRd 2b impartiaL sumTymz...to Wad eXtent individuaLz caN b faiR..weRds & acTions duN necessarY taLLy it Seems..siGh..

y M i boThereD so Much abT it ah? i guEss coS i'V seeN a guD coaCh handLe myself n handLe d teaM..so d vaLues i goT frM her (iE. kaK peaH) r passeD dwN 2Me..deN wen i duN c thoSe vaLues fulfiLLed in anoTher coaCh, i'm a biT disaPPointeD..

i wAs puT in a HoT seaT weN sheeDuh fouGht my LittLe sisTa..iT SeeMs evRy yeaR me wiLL b in daT posItion Lorr..teNk gaWd i can handLe it..buT d part i cDn't handLe is How MR NN kePt giVing instruCtioNs to SheedUh, tho' he reaSon Y he diN jaDi PembanTu for boTh sideS waS coS of faiR pLay..i fOund it verI annoYing.. hiM giVing instrUctioNs to sHeeduH..but waD did he SaY on saturdaE's deBrief?

daT weN u'R in d rIng duN looK@any1 eLs except ur peMbanTu..so pOOR sheeDuh haD 2 LooK @me & wAN n Him ouTside d riNg..pOor gerL lookEd so LosT..naK kenE denGar kaTa duA2..

waDeva LaaH..aPe naK jadi, jaDi..i'M juZ deR 2 giV my suPPorT 2 NUS..waDeVa ppL waNNa saY, leD deM saY lah..frEakz me 2b boThereD by tiNgs LiKe diS..aaRghhh...

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 8:24 AM :)

onWarDs@d battLefieLd.... =)

Sunday, June 20, 2004

hMmm..hw maNy daEz i neVa wriTe here leeeh..

So whR shaLL i bein mY narratiOn..hmmm..okiEs..teknikaL mitiNg on weDs evening wiF raI..daT gerL arh..mK me ruSh frM my mitiNg @NCSS..tot i waS d 1 laTe, enD up shE laTer thaN me LoRR...heH..as usuaL, evRy yeaR debaTes bt particiPatiOn o nat'L teaM plaYers is debaTed LoRr..

..Mths afTer ouT of toUch wiF inTensiVe trG..waS quiTe shocKed lorr to Check ouT soMe of d reVisioN & d MoRe sTrict..heH..

afTer daT, weN to maKan wiF raI@JP..got to toK more cRap n knOw her beTta thrU shaRing & juZ lepak-inG..heHe..

thuRsdae was boring..haD a caSe..heR chiLdren daMn sweet Lorr..1st tyM me usiNg play in my sessiOns..sumtinG i piCked uP frm d famiLy theraPy koS i'M attenDing.. kiNda sad laah C-ing kiDs groWing uP in traUmatiC environMents..aduLts tiNk deY totaLLy undersTand theiR chiLd..tRuth is..d chiLd's minD is moRe than that..

fRenshiPs r alwaYs trYing dun U tiNk..yeaHz..daT's waD i tinK too..

suMtinG so beautifuL, shaRed by 2 or More individuaLz, buT weLL..tinGz juZ dun werK out@tYmz..

fRidaE..waS a squEeze ma bRain ceLLs daE.finaLLy comPleteD d GOH speeCh..i niD to actuaLi juZ siT in frOnt of d coMp skriN n ta-DaaaH...

mY brain juiCes wiLL juz translate itseLf to d KeyBoarD n weRds magicaLLy appeaR on d sKrin..haHa..

d siLat coMp oPens..waS a guD sTart..saLLy woN his 1st maTch..suRe hope he Does weLL in coMing matchEs & insyaAllah, he maKes it 2d finaLz.. =)

friDae waS a daE of refLectiOn 4mE..bT recogniSing & apPrEciating eFForts oF oTherS whO toiL 4U..& oSo..hW faR individuaLs wouLd sacriiCe for theiR owN frieNDs..fooD for thOughT: Wd u LeaVe a FrieNd of uRs, juZ bCos u haVe d beTTa & easier oPtiOn? suRe eVery1 waNs d eaSy way ouT 4 deM..to eaCh hiS owN meBBe?

neVa miNd..juZ toTs..coMps's contiNue-ing 2daE..hoPe NUS wiLL ge resuLts 4 2daE's fyTs..yeaHzz..me suPPosed 2 taKe tyM off 2daE..buT hecK Laah..aLL my frustraTionS haVe driven mE 2utiLise my eneRgy to woRk..

i'LL b pacKed over d wKd..yuPz..

wad to do.. U goTTa sacriFiCe..lalalala..(aKa eLtoN joHn's styLe..haHa..)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:56 AM :)

soRRy i caN't B perFect.. =S

Friday, June 18, 2004

huLLo werLd..diS refLects aptLy hW i feeL 2daE..

And now I tRy harD to maKe it
I juZ waNt tO maKe U proud
I'm neVer goNNa be gOOd eNuf 4U
CaN't prEtenD tHat I'm aLL rYt
aNd U caN't cHange mE

'CuZ wE LosT iT aLL
NoTinG LasT 4eVa
I'm soRRy I caN't B peRfecT
NoW iT's juZ tOO LaTe N wE caN't gO bAck
I'm soRRy i caN't B peRfecT

I tRy nOt tO tiNk
AbOut tHe paiN I feeL inSide
Did U nOe U uSed 2B mY hErO?
aLL d DaeZ U sPent wiF mE
NoW seEEm sO fAr aWay
N iT feeLs liKe U dUn caRe aNymoRe

N nOw I tRy HaRd 2maKe iT
i juZ waN 2maKe U pRouD
I'm neVa goNNa B gUd eNuf 4U
i caN't staNd aNotheR fYt
N noTiNg's aLryT

'CuZ wE LosT iT aLL
noTinG LasTs 4eVa
I'm soRRy i caN't B peRfecT
NoW iT's juZ tOO LaTe N wE caN't gO baCk
i'M sOrrY i caN't B PerFecT

noTing's goNNa cHanGe D tiNgz tAt U sAid
NotiNg's GonnA make tiS rYt aGaiN
pLeaSe dUn tuRn Ur bAck
I caN't bLieVe iT's haRd juZ to taLk 2U
BuT U dUn uNderStaNd

'CuZ wE lOsT iT aLL
nOtiNg LasTs 4eVa
i'm soRRy i caN't B peRfecT
NoW iT's juZ tOO LaTe N wE caN't gO bAcK
i'm SorrY i caN't B peRfecT

daT's bT it.. siGh..

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:42 AM :)

LittLe siSta... =)

Thursday, June 17, 2004

PreSentiNg to d WerLd...mY KiUt, mAnJa..LittLe siSta..wHu's 1 oF my bIggeSt dIe haRd faNs!! haha...

mE & mY siSta.. =)

wiLL shaRe wiF u ouR story sooN..heHe..goTTa outz oreDi.. =)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 4:54 AM :)

iTs Mid-WeeK feVer..

yeaHz..finaLLy miD-weeK is Here..& ya..i'M on ma waY 2a feveR, i guEss..haIzzz.. mY noSe oreDi LeakinG..

..n i'M likE koFFing OredI Lorr..diS effeCt of menaHan saKit bCos of D oPhiR triP..wAs oreDi faLLing siCk..deN daE b4 d trIp me Wen c doC Lorr..geT aLL d meDiciNe to preveNt faLLing iLL totaLLy duriNg d expediTioN..& weLL..i haTe doctoRs..& i LOATHE taKing mediCine evEN MOrE..

me Wen 2 waTch moVie wiF eLin on Mon eveNing..weN to waTch daT puNisher shoW..a bit vioLent laah..

but quIte keLian oSo..hiS whoLe famiLy deAd & shOt by d baDDies.. EffeCts & riSks of BeinG an UnderCover aGent, i gueSS..

heRe i M..eArLy in d MorNing in D oFis..stOinKed & wiF my noSe ruNNing.. bOo Hoo..a Bit miserabLe leeH..

..haiZzzz..mE waNNa go foR siLat 2daE..buT tinK goTta accoMpanY raI go foR d technicaL meeTing..siaNz Laah aLL d toK, but oSo kesIan si rAi gO NTU aLone..hehe..c hoW LoRR..iF mY heaRt is guD deN i gO..waKakaKa..

sOooo..eviLL..

niWaes..haLf a Dae in Ofis..laTer me goT kLien...deN afTernooN goT suM netWorkinG meeTing to aTtend..aiYoo..anoTher meeTing..LaLaLa..

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:19 AM :)

sToiNked!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

stOinK faCes of sLackeRs paRt I

Juz waNNa sHow u d stOinked faCes of ma frenz.. (",)

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 12:55 PM :)