falling hearts

The-Lady

~peNgLipuR LaRa~
*Age: 16 pLus 10, CaNceRiaN
*GeNdeR: VeNuS
OccuPatiOn: proFessionaL heLper
*LoCatiOn: hOme is wheRe d heaRt is (",)


26 years have paSsed & many more fruitfuL years of Life ahead, insyaAllah. I tenK HIM for every breaThe i taKe & for aLL HIS bleSsings.


i aM stiLl learning, stiLL falling, stiLL risinG, stiLL loVing, stiLL whininG, stiLL appreciating, stiLL discoVerinG. i aM STILL.


my heaRt is fiLLed with lots of Love nOw. in 6 weeKs tyM...d heaRt wiLL be overfLowing much moRe wiTh loads of iT! *griNzz*

cOm'on, wuN u aDd more lurVee in my Life & GimmE sUm T-L-C!! (",)



*HUGS* TOTAL! give juzfaj more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Desires


[better tomoRrows]
[to be induLged in bOoks & muVees]
[to be marrieD to thaT sUmoNe]
[weLL-deServeD resPite & resT]
[..& ONLY YOU]


What Inspires?


Her Tunes


By My Side

mengaPa iSa?
wrIte & pLay!!
duNia bakaL pM.. =P
d reD oNe =D
leMonz r swit!
teeNy-bOoper aLeeya!
aNa's horNy? =P
woMen wHo wiN
a fooL he is Not!
Linda's LaiR
X-TuTee.. =P
funKy juNi.. ;o)
yuN deaRest.. =)
kak ManJa!
A qaMostrophic Lyf
taN sri?? =P
kaK dieLLa
peNtas aKu!

Precious days

**HeRe or tHere?**
**deaRest naNa....**
**s.*.i.T.**
**loUd haiLer, naiL or haMMer?**
**frUst tOnggeK & otHer muSes**
**idoL feVer**
**i M greY-iNg agaiN....**
**u studY anatoMy??**
**waD tHe..!?!?!?!**
**.surPriseS.**

Lost Memories

::June 2004::
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sHadez oF greY
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

CautioN: eNtry maY be hAzardous. dUn chOke on ur Lungz.

iTz d Last weeK oF juNe. iTz haLfwaY pasT 2006. werLdcuP. prOgraMmes kicKing iN. ReviEwing of caSes. moNthz, weeKz, daYz, hOurs, miNutes & secoNdz ticKing bY.

sOmetYmz, u'Re so sUre about wHere u'Re headiNg tO. sUmtyMz, u'Re so Sure oF wAd u'Ve becoMe; hoW mucH u'Ve groWn uP. suMtyMz, u'Re sO suRe of uR beLiefz & ideaLz taT nuTinG caN knoCk u dOWn. sUmtyMz, U tiNk u'Re ryT.

deN it kicKz iN. taT teeNy weeNy biT oF "waD iFz, hOw caN, & is Itz?". sTartz wiF an inkLing droP of maYbez; to darKer shaDez of greYing doUbtz....

waD iF uR certaiNtiEs aRen't taT cerTain aFter aLL? waD iF waD u'Ve beLieveD in maY noT b d werThy cAuse? waD iF, hU u beLieveD U aRe, iS iN faCt sUmoNe hU u wouLdn't oNe to becoMe?

liKE shaDowz, d shaDes of greY creeP intO d un/sUB-coNscioUs. foLLows n grOws in U. weN d coNsciOus reaLises..perhaPz bY deN, u'Re nutiNg buT a coNfuSed waNdereR, wonderiNg waD LiFe has inviTed in.

i aM rambLing. aM i rambLing?

No.

Juz waNDeriNg. inTo d creviCez oF a boggLed miNd.

sUmtymz, i tinK i greY & cLoud mY toTz tOO much.

juZ compLicated.
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lessOn learNt: resPect is easiEr saId, thaN giVen; eaSier conCeptuaLised tHan exempLarisEd [iF deR eVa is suCh a weRd].

Yes, tO each his oWn oPiniOn. inSist oN oNe's oWn opInioN. pErsisT oN oNe's owN opInioN. n ResisT d oThers' opInioN.

pOut & gLoat. whIne & decLine. eRuptEd & emotiOnz disRuptEd.

jUz 2 buiLD d feNce aroUnd opInioNz; Not yeT truThz.

suM1 saiD "uLtimateLy, at d eNd of d daY.. wE Noe taT d werLd is bIgger thAn ourseLves. oUr oPiniOnz maY nOt b d truTh; we mAy be wroNg."

d vaLue & beauTy of resPect. gOtta learn & dO MORE of taT.

smaLL. i'M reaLi, reaLi smaLL.

goTta lOOk beYond mYseLf.
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iTz easiEr fOr peoPle to poInt to uR fauLtz; thaN ur merItz.

weN faUltz r surfaceD, rejEctiOn & oBjectIOn maY kicK iN. (phaSe I)

iF iT dies @ pHase I; u'Re in fer trouBle.

mOve oN to pHase tO: rejeCtiOn >>>> oBjecTioN >>>> exaMinatiOn (pHase II)

Hu nOes, fer suM straNge cycLe of Life oR paTh of kaRma; d fauLtz r Not meRe weRdz frOm a persOn's moUthz. But bLindsPotz U faiL to checK 'cOs u'R tOO foCused oN d driVe aheaD.

haS reaLisatiOn kicKed iN..yeT?

iT is aLso easY to poInt oUt peoPle's fauLtz deN meriTz.

saMe proCess haPPens: reJectiOn n ObjecTion (of d oPPosite nOt aLigneD to oNe's oWn beLiefs, tasTes & vaLues).

agaiN, YOU wiLL diE if U stoP heRe.

(Phase II) exaMinatiOn of yaNg emPunya dIri viS-a-ViS d oBjecT oF ur scrUtinY. r U anY lEss? Or MoRe? r Ur grouses justifiaBle?

reaLisatiOnz, reaLisatiOnz. haRd tO hiT weN we oFteN hiDe Our braInz behInd thicK skuLLz surroUnded bY liquIdz oF seLf-absorBEncy.
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IT IS ME I'M SCRUTINISING.

me. d wanDerer.

at waR wif myseLf.

mY weaPon: spraY caNs oF diFFereNt shaDez of greY painT.

PSSSSSSSSttTTTttTTttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-thOughTz sPoKen @ 1:58 PM :)